What people didn't see was the way she paused before unlocking her apartment door, bracing herself for the silence inside. Or how she slept with one hand curled around her chest, as if guarding something fragile that might break again. They didn't see how she flinched when love appeared too easy, too warm, too real.
Amara was thirty-two and exhausted-not from failure, but from survival.
Her mornings began the same way. Alarm at 5:30 a.m. Coffee she barely tasted. A moment in the mirror where she assessed her reflection like an agreement: We'll get through today too.
She didn't hate her life. She just didn't trust it.
Loss had taught her that happiness could vanish without warning.
Five years earlier, she had been engaged, deeply and fiercely in love with Daniel Reyes-a man whose laughter filled rooms and whose promises felt unbreakable. They had planned a life together with naïve certainty. Wedding colors. Baby names. Cities they'd grow old in.
Then came the accident.
A rainy night. A missed call. A siren in the distance that never seemed close enough until it was too late.
Grief did not leave when the funeral ended. It stayed. It hollowed her out. It made her question God, love, and her own worth. It convinced her that opening her heart again would only invite more pain.
So she rebuilt herself carefully.
Brick by brick. Boundary by boundary.
By the time she moved to Boston from Chicago, Amara had become a woman who knew how to stand alone-even when her knees shook.
That Tuesday morning, she was running late.
She hurried through the subway station, coat pulled tight against the early winter wind, heels clicking against concrete as she checked her phone. Emails. Deadlines. Meetings stacked too closely together. She preferred it that way. Busy left little room for memory.
As she emerged onto the street, she collided with someone solid.
"Whoa-sorry," a deep voice said immediately.
She stumbled back, heart racing, irritation flaring before she could stop it. "I should've been watching where I was-"
She froze.
The man in front of her steadied her with gentle hands, careful not to grip too tightly. He was tall, broad-shouldered, with calm brown eyes that held concern instead of annoyance. His coat looked worn but well-kept, his presence oddly grounding in the chaos of the street.
"No harm done," he said, smiling softly. "You okay?"
She nodded too quickly. "Yes. Fine."
He didn't rush away. Didn't brush it off. Just looked at her for a moment longer, as if making sure she truly was.
Something about that unsettled her.
"I'm Elias," he added, stepping back to give her space. "In case we end up bumping into each other again."
The corner of her mouth twitched despite herself. "Amara."
"Well, Amara," he said, warmth in his voice, "hope the rest of your day treats you kindly."
Then he walked away.
She stood there longer than necessary, heart pounding for reasons she refused to analyze. It was nothing. Just a stranger. Just a moment.
Yet as she continued on her way, she couldn't shake the strange feeling that something quiet had shifted-something small, but intentional.
She dismissed it.
Love, after all, was not something she was looking for.