Later, he texted that he was "out of town for a few days." But on Instagram, I saw the truth: a selfie of him and Bella on his private jet, on a romantic getaway.
In the background of their photo was a small, silver-framed picture of us from our trip to Santorini. The violation was absolute. Our entire life together was a lie.
That was it. I sent my resignation, effective immediately, and booked a one-way ticket to Oregon. I was done being his victim.
Chapter 1
Alissa POV:
The bitter taste of betrayal had been a constant companion for eight years, but it solidified into a burning acid in my throat the moment I saw him. Ethan Morgan, the man I loved, was celebrating her success, a success he' d stolen from me.
I watched silently from the periphery of the bustling conference room. My stomach was churning.
This was supposed to be my moment, my project.
But there she was, Bella Russo, draped in a shimmering dress, basking in the spotlight.
Ethan stood beside her, his hand resting casually on the small of her back. His CEO smile, usually reserved for investors and the media, was brighter tonight, exclusively for her.
The air hummed with their shared triumph. A triumph that was mine.
I clutched my glass of sparkling water, the condensation chilling my palm. This wasn't even real champagne. I couldn' t risk it with my sensitive stomach.
He knew that. He used to know everything.
Bella giggled, a high-pitched sound that grated on my nerves. She leaned into Ethan, whispering something in his ear.
His head dipped, a slow, intimate movement. He laughed softly.
A private joke, shared between them. In public.
I felt a pang, sharp and sudden. Like a knife twisting in an old wound.
I tried to focus on the numbers projected on the screen. The impressive figures that represented months of my relentless work.
My effort. My late nights. My skipped meals.
Bella' s name was plastered next to the largest percentage, the commission that was rightfully mine.
My vision blurred. I blinked hard.
No. I wouldn't cry. Not here. Not now.
I felt a prickling sensation on my skin. Like a warning.
I looked up, across the crowded room. Ethan's eyes met mine.
For a fleeting second, his smile faltered. A flicker of something, guilt or discomfort, crossed his face.
Then, his gaze hardened. His jaw tightened almost imperceptibly.
It was a silent message. A threat.
Don' t you dare ruin this.
My breath hitched. The air in the room suddenly felt heavy, suffocating.
I forced a brittle smile, a mask I' d perfected over the last few months.
He turned away, back to Bella, whose hand was now playfully stroking his arm.
A colleague, Mark, bumped lightly into my shoulder. "Alissa, you okay? You look a little... green."
He was kind. Too kind.
I swallowed. "Just a bit of indigestion. Too much excitement."
He chuckled. "Yeah, Bella's really hitting it out of the park, isn't she? Getting that commission for the Kestrel deal is huge for a junior associate."
My stomach clenched tighter. Kestrel was my deal.
The Kestrel project. I had nurtured it, fought for it, closed it.
I had brought it to Morgan Innovations, expecting the recognition and the significant bonus.
Instead, Ethan had handed it to Bella, wrapped up with a pretty bow, just a week after my mother and his father announced their engagement.
He had called it "restructuring incentives." I knew it was a punishment.
A punishment for my mother's "gold-digging scheme," as he so eloquently put it.
I felt a wave of nausea. The betrayal was crushing, but his cruelty, his gaslighting, that was what truly broke me.
I excused myself, pushing through the throng of well-wishers. Each congratulatory murmur directed at Bella felt like a fresh stab.
My head pounded. The room spun.
I needed air. I needed out.
I stumbled into the restroom, splashing cold water on my face. My reflection stared back, pale and drawn.
Empty.
That's how I felt. Empty.
The decision had been brewing for weeks, a quiet hum beneath the surface of my pain. But tonight, it solidified.
This was it.
I pulled out my phone, my fingers trembling as I typed an email. A short, concise resignation. Effective immediately.
Then, a text to my mom. "It's done. I'm leaving. Heading to Oregon."
Her reply was immediate. "Alissa, honey, are you sure? I can come get you."
"No, Mom. I need to do this alone. I'll call you when I land."
I hit send, a strange mix of terror and liberation washing over me.
I walked out of the building without looking back. The cool night air hit me, stinging my eyes.
The city lights, once a symbol of my ambition, now felt oppressive. They mocked my shattered dreams.
I started walking, my steps aimless at first. The crisp autumn breeze whipped my hair around my face.
A cold front was moving in. The weather matched the chill in my heart.
Rain began to fall, fine at first, then heavier. It plastered my dress to my skin.
But I didn't care. The cold felt cleansing.
From a brightly lit restaurant, a cheer erupted. Laughter and music spilled out onto the street.
Someone was celebrating. Someone else's happiness.
I glanced up at a large billboard. Bella Russo's face smiled down at me, next to Ethan's. A new campaign advertisement.
She was everywhere. A constant reminder.
My phone buzzed. It was my mother. "Alissa, Brendon just called. He's furious about what Ethan did with your project! He wants to confront him."
"No, Mom. Don't let him. It's not worth it."
"But honey, it's so unfair! You worked so hard."
"I know. But it doesn't matter anymore. It's over."
"He said he'd talk to Ethan. He wants to make things right."
"Mom, please. Let it go. I'm letting it go." My voice was flat.
I just wanted to disappear.
A familiar black SUV glided to a halt beside me. My heart gave a jolt.
Ethan's car.
The passenger window hummed down. Bella's face, framed by glossy blonde hair, peered out.
"Oh, Alissa! What are you doing out here in the rain?" Her voice was laced with feigned concern. "Need a ride home?"
Home. The word felt like ash in my mouth.
"I'm fine, Bella," I said, my voice steady despite the tremor in my hands.
"Are you sure? You look a bit... lost." Her smile was sickly sweet. "Ethan was just asking about you."
Of course, he was. Probably wondering if I'd caused a scene.
"Thanks, but I prefer to walk."
"Oh, come on, don't be silly," Bella insisted, her gaze flicking to the back seat. "It's pouring. We have plenty of room."
I glanced into the car. The back seat was overflowing with shopping bags. Designer labels. Clothes for her, no doubt.
A plush throw blanket, the one Ethan had bought for us last Christmas, was carelessly tossed over a pile of garments.
"Doesn't look like much room," I said dryly.
Bella laughed, a short, sharp sound. "Oh, these? Just a few things for my new apartment. Ethan was helping me pick out some essentials."
My jaw tightened. Essentials.
Ethan remained silent in the driver's seat, his profile etched against the glow of the dashboard. He didn't look at me.
Then, he reached into the back seat. He pulled something out and tossed it onto the pavement near my feet.
It was my favorite scarf. The soft cashmere one he' d given me for our fifth anniversary.
"You left this in the office," he said, his voice devoid of emotion. "Bella found it."
My scarf. Found by Bella. Tossed to me like a rag.
My heart, already bruised, felt another sharp blow.
I stared at the scarf, lying in a puddle. It was soaked.
I bent down, picked it up, and without a word, flung it into the nearest overflowing trash can.
Ethan' s eyes met mine in the rearview mirror. A flicker of surprise. Then, anger.
I walked away, leaving the flickering red taillights of his car behind me.
Hours later, I found myself back in the apartment we once shared. The lights were off. The silence was deafening.
I walked into the bedroom. The bed, once our sanctuary, felt tainted.
A faint, cloying scent hung in the air. Bella's perfume.
It was on his pillow. On our bed.
My stomach lurched. Bile rose in my throat.
I ran to the bathroom, collapsing over the toilet, emptying the meager contents of my stomach. My body convulsed, heaving until there was nothing left but dry, painful retches.
When the spasms finally subsided, I lay on the cold tile floor, tears streaming down my face. My body ached. My soul felt shredded.
My phone buzzed on the counter. A text notification.
It was the airline. Confirmation of my flight. Tomorrow morning.
A plane ticket to Portland, Oregon. A one-way ticket.
My escape.
Another text. From Ethan. A single, dismissive line. "Headed out of town for a few days. You'll be fine."
You'll be fine. Just like he always said.
I scrolled through our recent messages. A handful of bland, transactional texts. Mostly about work.
No "I love you." No "How was your day?" No "Are you okay?"
The last time he' d asked about my sensitive stomach was months ago. Before Bella.
I opened Instagram. My finger hovered over Bella' s profile. Curiosity, morbid and unstoppable, pulled me in.
A new post. A selfie. Bella, radiating happiness, her arm linked with Ethan's.
They were in a private jet. His jet.
The caption read: "Spontaneous getaway! So lucky to have a boss who knows how to make work fun. #workhardplayhard #bestboss #luckygirl"
My eyes fixed on the background of the photo. The familiar cream leather seats. The small, silver framed photo on the side table.
Our photo. From our trip to Santorini.
His jet. Our jet, in my mind.
He' d taken her on our jet.
My stomach turned again. The violation felt absolute.
He hadn't been out of town "for a few days." He was on a romantic getaway. With her.
I felt a cold rage. A quiet, terrifying anger that hummed beneath my skin.
I walked into the kitchen. My eyes fell on the takeout containers on the counter.
Greasy Chinese food. Extra spicy.
He knew I couldn't eat that. He used to be so careful.
I picked up the containers, walked to the trash can, and dumped them. The pungent smell of stale food filled the air.
My phone buzzed. A text to Ethan. "Don't bother with takeout next time. I can manage my own food."
Almost instantly, the phone rang. Ethan.
I let it ring twice before answering.
"What's your problem, Alissa?" His voice was sharp, impatient. "Are you really going to start this again?"
Then, Bella's voice, soft and saccharine, in the background. "Ethan, honey, calm down. Maybe she's just hungry."
"I'm not hungry," I snapped, my voice shaking. "I'm disgusted."
Ethan sighed, a theatrical sound. "Look, I'm busy. Don't make a scene. Just order something you like."
"I did," I said, my voice dangerously low. "I ordered myself out of this life."
"What the hell are you talking about?" His voice rose.
"It doesn't matter," Bella cooed. "Ethan, the flight attendant is here with our drinks."
"Alissa, just... deal with it," Ethan said, his voice already moving away from the phone. "You're always so dramatic."
My eyes stung. He used to remember my preferences, my allergies, my sensitivities. He used to cater to them.
Now, I was dramatic for having a palate. For having boundaries.
"I'll deal with it," I said, my voice firm now. "On my own."
"Good," he scoffed. "Because frankly, I'm done dealing with it for you."