Dr. Phillips laid the report on the small table. Claire's eyes flew to the top, to a single word in bold black letters: POSITIVE.
The air rushed out of her lungs. The floor seemed to drop away, but instead of falling, she felt a strange, buoyant lightness.
"You're about six weeks along," Dr. Phillips continued, pointing to a line on the report. "Everything looks perfectly normal for this stage. It's very important to avoid any undue stress in the first trimester."
Claire barely heard her. Her hand, trembling slightly, drifted down to rest on her flat stomach. A wave of pure joy washed over her, so powerful it brought a prickle of tears to her eyes. A baby. Their baby. She pictured Julian's face, his usually stern expression softening when he heard the news. This could be it. The turning point, the thing that finally mended the quiet, gaping fractures in their three-year marriage.
She carefully folded the ultrasound photo-a small, grainy black-and-white image that looked more like a galaxy than a person-and tucked it into her wallet as if it were a priceless jewel.
Leaving the clinic, the late afternoon sun of New York City felt warmer on her skin. She slid into the back of the waiting town car, the leather cool against her flushed cheeks. "Home, Mrs. Sterling?" the driver asked, his eyes meeting hers in the rearview mirror.
An impulsive idea took hold. "No, actually. Change of plans. Take me to JFK, please. International arrivals."
She pulled out her phone, her thumb hovering over Julian's contact. His flight from a business trip in Chicago was due to land any minute. She wanted to tell him in person, to see his face the moment he found out. A real surprise. She resisted the urge to call, wanting the moment to be perfect.
The drive to the airport was a blur of traffic and daydreams. She imagined their life changing, filled with something other than polite dinners and the vast, silent space between them in their king-sized bed.
At the terminal, she found a spot near the customs exit, her eyes scanning the river of faces pouring through the sliding glass doors. The crowd was a mix of weary travelers and families in tearful reunion. Anticipation swelled in her chest.
Ten minutes passed his scheduled arrival time. Then twenty. A small knot formed in her gut. Just a delay, she told herself. Air traffic, baggage claim, anything.
Thirty minutes. The knot tightened.
She finally gave in, pulling out her phone and dialing his number. It rang, each tone stretching into an eternity. She rehearsed what she would say, how she would smile and hold up the photo.
Maybe his phone is in his carry-on. Maybe he's on a call with the office.
Just as she was about to hang up, the ringing stopped. Someone had answered.
But the voice that came through the line was not Julian's. It was a woman's, husky and thick with sleep. "Hello?"
A chill shot through Claire's body. She physically pulled the phone away from her ear, staring at the screen as if it had betrayed her. Julian Sterling. The name was right there. It had to be a mistake.
Her hand shaking, she brought the phone back to her ear. "I'm sorry, I think I have the wrong number. I was trying to reach Julian Sterling."
A soft, breathy laugh came from the other end. It was intimate and lazy. "Julian? He's in the shower. Who is this?"
Before Claire could form a word, before she could process the casual possessiveness in the woman's tone, the line went dead. A dial tone buzzed in her ear, loud and final in the noisy terminal.
She stood frozen, the sounds of the airport fading into a dull roar. The joy that had filled her just an hour ago evaporated, replaced by a hollow, sickening dread. She called back immediately. Straight to voicemail. His phone was off.
The ice-cold realization washed over her, a physical sensation that left her limbs heavy and numb. She stumbled backward, bumping into a man pulling a suitcase. He muttered an apology, but she couldn't find her voice to respond.
Mechanically, she turned and walked back toward the exit, her movements stiff and robotic. She got back into the car. The driver looked at her pale, stricken face with concern in the rearview mirror.
"Everything alright, Mrs. Sterling?"
She could only manage one word, her voice a raw whisper.
"Home."
As the car pulled away from the curb, the glittering Manhattan skyline blurred through the window. Her hand went to her stomach, to the place where a universe of hope had existed just moments before. Now, there was only a vast, terrifying emptiness.