It's already passed 10pm when she walk along the narrow street to go home from somewhere. While she's walking on the side walk, she suddenly passed on a strange nearby abandoned building near the rainforest not too far from where she is. She stopped from walking when she notice that there was something different on the sky, she didn't know if she was just hallucinating or she just saw a light from it. But in a moment of realization, there was really a light on the sky that opened which she can't bear to stare. It's so painful in the eyes and it's really glamorous. A moment later, the light was vanished and there was a faint cry. The cry bacame louder until she notice that it was a voice of a man. A man who obviously suffering from the most painful thing. She composed herself from what she just saw earlier as she started to walk slowly to the direction where she heard the cry. Her legs brought her at the back of the abandoned building when she heard a heavy breathing behind the big tree as her heart begin to pound. "Is anybody here?" She said as she walk closer to the big tree, when she felt something who passed through her. She didn't recognize if what was it because it was too fast. When she reach the big narra tree, she took a peek on it that made her heart pound more. There was nothing behind the big tree but a blood on the ground with a soaked silky gray beautiful feathers.
YNNAH
~2 years ago~
I sighed a few times as I stood at a huge door in front of me as my mind debated whether to open it or not. I could hear the music and laughter of those people behind this door, I composed my self and took another deep breath while holding the door knob and turned it but I still don't have the confidence to open it, I clenched my fist and bravely touched the doorknob once again.
I know I'm not welcome inside because from the first place I am not indeed welcome for them. They loathed me to the point that they would push me away from their son, but I am still here making myself stupid and hoping they would accept me as their son's girlfriend. I didn't do something to them for despising me this much, but they are overdoing it.
They even did stories that I was exchanged by my boyfriend for someone who truly deserves him. To the woman who's more beautiful, sexy, and wealthy. I pushed the door harshly to get their attention, but something caught my attention more. No, not something but someone.
His parents are not around, only his friends and cousins but I never thought of that. I just focused on my boyfriend with a girl beside him while they were both kissing torridly which made me stilled in disbelief.
One of his friends tried to make them stop, and he succeeded while pointing my direction. I saw how he look stunned when his eyes wide open. I could hear nothing but my heart beats so fast as if horses were running inside it. Everybody's eyes were on mine but I still don't give a damn. He pushed the girl away as he walked towards me but I stopped him using my hand.
It hurts, yes it pains me so damn much! But I don't want them to see that I'm vulnerable and affected by what just happened a while ago. I composed myself once again and gaze at him without any expression that can catch a glimpse of my face.
"Y-ynnah-"
"Stop," I said to cut him off. I don't need any explanation from him because what I saw was all enough to realize everything.
I am not a masochist just to ignore the fraud he committed and my mind was closed for his stupid explanations!
"Ynnah please-,"
"I said stop! Are you deaf or just stupid?" I couldn't stop myself from shouting.
"Hey, miss! What's your problem with my boyfriend? Who are you to yell at him? " the woman he kissed earlier entered.
I sophisticatedly raised my brow and eyed her from head to foot. "Boyfriend huh?" I said as I glared at Xander who was now bent over. "Then it's all yours. Anyway, I'm Ynnah Francine Seung his long-time girlfriend but now his ex. "
I saw how he looked up at me with wide eyes. "Y-ynnah-,"
"Let's break up. " I finally said before he finishes anything he was about to say as I turned my back to walk away. He was about to run after me but the girl stops him from doing so.
"What the heck is she talking about?!" I heard the woman exclaimed it before I could get out of the door.
The moment that I finally came out of that room, the tears that I had been holding back came out.
So, all this time he's cheating on me? How dare him?! Did he think I would chase? Fuck him! In his stupid dreams!
I am foolish but I will never chase!
I left that place with a heavy heart while tears start again to stream from my eyes and at the same time, it rained heavily. I don't care where my feet take me as long as I want to get away from that place. My vision is dimming because of the tears that blocking my sight, and the rain that pouring mercilessly. I look up at the clear dark sky with its raindrops pouring at my face.
Isn't it's odd? Crying under the rain with a heavy heart? Just like in K-dramas. But K-dramas ended up with a happy ending while my story ends in such a stupid way.
My feet brought me to the park, it was a children's park. There were few people here enjoying the coldness of the raindrops pouring continuously. Some of them were children playing hide and seek while some were chasing each other. My tears dripped even more that you wouldn't notice because of the rain. I miss my childhood days, the ones you have nothing to worry about but studying, homework, and playing games until you get bored. No pains, no grief just happiness.
I noticed that I could no longer feel the raindrop on my body even though it was still raining. I look up and realize that there was an umbrella above me. I turned to the person who owned it and I saw a man with its all-black outfit. I stared at his coal-black lackluster eyes which were he did the same. It's like a black diamond screaming a different kind of beauty despite its dullness.
But I have this weird feeling that those eyes weren't as what it seems to be. It was like a maze that you will lose if you'll stare that much into his gems. But before I lost in his stares I look away and tried to compose myself and let out a deep breath.
"What are you doing? And who are you? " I asked as I recovered from our stares. I also feel a little dizzy and cold.
"It's raining, you shouldn't be here," he said without answering my questions.
I composed myself once again as I give him a why-do-you-care look that he doesn't also get. I wanted to be alone and I hate somebody's presence this time. But I don't want to be rude cause I know he just wanted to help.
"You know what? You don't have to do this. I can manage myself besides I'm on my way home. " I said.
"You look pale, your eyes were tired. You're not okay and you can't go home by yourself. You look sick and anytime by now, you'll collapse. "
Is he kidding me? I am just broken.
"You're kidding, right? I'm just broken not sick." I said as I turned my back and was about to walk away but my vision became blurred of a sudden as I felt my knees wobbled. The last thing I knew was my sight became blurry and my knees haven't supported the body.
Then total darkness.
•
Trust and faith.
If you truly love a person then you must have these. Trusting and having faith in the one you love.
Just believe in him- believe...
I sigh as I smiled bitterly to myself.
Believe?
Trust?
Faith?
How pathetic those words can make someone, a fool. Loving is trusting, right? Loving is having faith, right? Loving is believing in one, right?
Right?
Two years since we broke up. Two years had passed.
Two years.
Beautiful memories weren't they? Memories. Since we're in high school. Since the day he helped me. Since the day he kissed, hugged, and told sweet words.
Memories.
Memories that I wanted to fade. Memories that I wanna forget. A particular person.
I want to forget.
Why did he do that to me? Why?
I trusted, believed, and loved.
Yeah, I just loved him with all my heart but, why?
2 years ago, we broke up and I found myself in a dark place. It was as if nothing was good, and nothing will ever be. It was so dark I thought I lost myself in a battle within me. I felt so helpless and hopeless that I withdrew from everything.
My heart was broken, and maybe, that time, it was.
But it wasn't just broken because of a failed relationship, and if that was the case, it wasn't all of it.
I came to a point when hugs, chocolates, and ice cream weren't enough. Crying, crying was the only way I can breathe.
And then one day, the darkness just lifted.
I realized that no matter how crazy life gets, there are things that can help you through. Faith, Trust, and Love.
In order to fulfill her grandfather's last wish, Stella entered into a hasty marriage with an ordinary man she had never met before. However, even after becoming husband and wife on paper, they each led separate lives, barely crossing paths. A year later, Stella returned to Seamarsh City, hoping to finally meet her mysterious husband. To her astonishment, he sent her a text message, unexpectedly pleading for a divorce without ever having met her in person. Gritting her teeth, Stella replied, "So be it. Let’s get a divorce!" Following that, Stella made a bold move and joined the Prosperity Group, where she became a public relations officer that worked directly for the company’s CEO, Matthew. The handsome and enigmatic CEO was already bound in matrimony, and was known to be unwaveringly devoted to his wife in private. Unbeknownst to Stella, her mysterious husband was actually her boss, in his alternate identity! Determined to focus on her career, Stella deliberately kept her distance from the CEO, although she couldn't help but notice his deliberate attempts to get close to her. As time went on, her elusive husband had a change of heart. He suddenly refused to proceed with the divorce. When would his alternate identity be uncovered? Amidst a tumultuous blend of deception and profound love, what destiny awaited them?
Renea was trying the wedding dress, when suddenly the man rushed in the dressing room and held her neck tightly... “Bitch! Are you still trying to pretend innocent!” Jasper said as he tightened his grip on her neck and choked her harder. Then he used his other hand and took out the phone from his suit pocket and played the video of two people having sex in front of Renea… However, what was even more shocking, was that the woman in the video was, Renea Morris, however, the man in the video was not Jasper. Renea struggled to take a phone away from Jasper’s hand and tried to explain, “Jasper, it was not what you think… I… I can…” Jasper looked at Renea with his eyes full of disgust, as he said, “Let’s call of the wedding. I can’t marry a woman like you.” After saying that Jasper walked out of the shop Renea chase after Jasper... But then she sees Jasper passionately kissing her sister Kailey. And she hears everything, that her sleeping with strange men was all a plan of the vipers of the last two days, and that their goal was to get out of this stupid marriage. Even her adopted parents were also involved in this matter... They all do this with her because of the inheritance left by her grandfather... Renea heart was filled with anger and she wanted to expose their true colors to the public... However before she could do anything, Kailey had pushed her in front of the car and she got killed... However, when Renea open her eyes, she found herself sitting in the car with Kailey... She realized that she was reborn and went at the time when everything started... Renea looked at the people who had hurt her in her previous life and her lips curled up in a cold smile... She was back... However, this time... she was back for revenge...
He has all the traits that you wished for your dream man to have. Power, money, perfection, handsomeness and a body like a Greek God. But he's inlove. He's inlove with her. For him, she was the completion of his dream, a perfect wife and a mother to be with his children. He would give her everything including his own life. He would sacrifice his world for her. But she left him. She betrayed him. She broke his heart into pieces. And he turned into a cold, heartless, rude and an arrogant billionaire, who would do everything to show her that she's no longer important into his life. Even though the truth is the opposite of what he is doing. His heart still aching for her. And that's when he met me. I applied as his Personal Assistant to fulfill my bucket list of dreams. To explore my life and experience everything. He offered me a deal. He asked me to marry him just to show his ex that he already moved on. * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * "She's pregnant." He blurted out and i almost stumbled on where i am standing. I just gripped the backrest of the couch to support my weight. The pain creeping in my heart is unbearable but i managed to stay calm. "Wow! Congratulations!" I said faking my excitement as i remembered him saying... -cheating would not be the reason to break our marriage- of course i couldn't accuse him of this as 'cheating' because she was the real reason why we are pretending as a couple. He still love her. He's still inlove with her. And that's when i made the biggest decision in my life. Taking all my strength and a piece of my heart that still hanging on a thin rope... I left him. Taking also my biggest secret in me... that i've already fallen inlove with him. And somehow i learned a lesson; 'Loving someone who doesn't love you back isn't as hard as loving someone who still inlove with his ex and who only uses you to get her back again into his life..'
Sandra Hill, the long-lost real heiress of the Hill family, was shunned by her own kin. Instead of embracing her, they bestowed their affection upon an impostor. They even arranged her to marry a vegetative man in place of her so-called “sister”. Sandra sneered, refusing to put up with this humiliation, cut off ties with the Hill family immediately and ran into the flash marriage with Wesley Cooper, her unconscious billionaire husband. With her incredible medical skills, she defied the odds and revived him. Little did she expect that her husband spoiled her with all his love... A medical genius, a computer prodigy, a national treasure in painting, and a racing legend... Her husband revealed her various identities, leaving the Hill family regretful. Her father came pleading, "It's Dad's fault. Please come back." Her mother wept, "Mom will protect you from now on. Please come back." Even her five brothers knelt before he, begging for forgiveness. Yet, Sandra's smile held a hint of mockery as she vowed, “Never!”
I am the most talented doctor, the genius artist, the most famous jeweler designer, and I am going to be the richest one, making Conor, the king of a super powerful family, lose his crown… Conor was hunt down me for six years because I raped him. No, because he raped me. It didn't matter anyway. Since be selling by my father, I was gonna be Conor's fake wife. The noble people thought I would be a disgrace to their family since I was the mentally handicapped. What fuck! When I was going to be gotten rid of as rubbish, a baby boy showed up and called me mom. Conor gaped at baby boy since the baby boy just looked like child version of him. Conor sheathed in my body, moaning, “Don’t hide from me. Tell me everything, sweetheart.” I blinked, grinning, “Our baby girl also misses her daddy.” Conor, "…"
Katie was forced to marry Dillan, a notorious ruffian. Her younger sister mocked her, "You're just an adopted daughter. Count your blessings for marrying him!" The world anticipated Katie's tribulations, but her married life unfurled with unexpected serenity. She even snagged a lavish mansion in a raffle! Katie jumped into Dillan's arms, credited him as her lucky charm. "No, Katie, it's you who brings me all this luck," Dillan replied. Then, one fateful day, Dillan's childhood friend came to her. "You're not worthy of him. Take this 50 million and leave him!" Katie finally grasped Dillan's true stature—the wealthiest man on the planet. That night, trembling with trepidation, she broached the subject of divorce with Dillan. However, with a domineering embrace, he told her, "I'd give you everything I have. Divorce is off the table!"