An uneventful life up until now for this self isolated woman in her 40's. Adopted by a couple in their late 50's who have since passed, leaving her their estate, which wasn't a big transition since she had never left the property, even after becoming an adult, she never left. She is finding out that who she thought she was, is far from the truth.... When she discovers the Key to unlock the truth will she open that door or remain trapped walking a tight rope through insanity.
Waking up is easy, staying awake today will be her most difficult task.
Life with eyes open doesn't have much to offer if you ask her.
Struggling to keep up the day to day as she get's pulled deeper and deeper into obsessive thoughts on creating a plan to escape this one, consume her mind.
Today isn't the day to get lost in thoughts again.
The house need's cleaning, laundry is piling up and the amount of dog and cat hair creating visible piles on the floor is almost enough to make her open the door and let them be free!
Feeling guilty for thinking such a thing, she sweeps the floor, making several piles ... neat little piles, the same way she likes to organize her thoughts.
With the vacuum hose she sucks up all the piles to reduce the amount of dirt and dust from filling the air.
No vacuum is good enough for her, not enough suction. Bulky, stupid things.
In her mind there should be a button that opens chutes in the floor with the suction power of an F5 tornado that pulls the dust and hair from the ceiling down into the floor and then pushed out into a chamber to be incinerated.
The same way she thinks the world should be cleansed and healed.
Judged by a higher power that is all knowing and trusted without question. Unlike the politicians/government positions filled with wicked, despicable people that cannot be trusted with life decisions for all.
RIGHT! "It should be instantaneous, not waiting for an unknown mysterious day of judgement while people are being raped, murdered, exploited, sold, starved, abused" she shouts, as the narrator working in her thoughts ends his sentence ...
Exhausted with the helplessness and anger she feels at the injustice that has engulfed this world, she remembers she must stop thinking and get back to cleaning.
She is very efficient and super quick and knows this can be done in less than 2hrs if she doesn't give into the deep desire she has to be rebellious against herself, to give up and say "fuck it all" and start asking her God, "This is what you created us to do? This is what you created me for? " but, she still has to have a clean home in order to give her undivided attention to the mental work she must do in order to pass the time with hopes of a spiritual download that has the answers and solutions she constantly seeks.
Exhausted mentally, her physical strength takes over and she powers through the list of messes and laundry.
A sigh of relief, the pressure seems to be less intense now that the house is clean and orderly again.
"Can't this be the last time I have to do this"
Ughhhh, I am really sick of it!
Over 40yrs of the same damn thing!
She says this to nobody and everybody who she might not be able to see, she wants them to hear her plea....
"I'm really over it".
Rachel used to think that her devotion would win Brian over one day, but she was proven wrong when his true love returned. Rachel had endured it all—from standing alone at the altar to dragging herself to the hospital for an emergency treatment. Everyone thought she was crazy to give up so much of herself for someone who didn’t return her feelings. But when Brian received news of Rachel’s terminal illness and realized she didn’t have long to live, he completely broke down. "I forbid you to die!" Rachel just smiled. She no longer needed him. "I will finally be free."
I'm a Luna. After three years of marriage to Alpha Nathaniel Blackwood, I'm finally pregnant with his pup. But he's unclaimed me for his first love. I'm leaving the pack with this secret, praying he never finds out. Nathaniel Blackwood is a handsome, powerful Alpha. In a world where humans and werewolves coexist, he has it all: a billion-dollar empire, untold power, a massive pack, and, most importantly, the perfect Luna. But the return of his first love shattered our marriage. When he finds out the secret I've been hiding, will he regret rejecting me? Will I ever be able to forgive him? Dive into this gripping serialized novel to find out more-Enjoy the ride!
Lucia Balstone thought she had chosen the right man to spend the rest of her life with, but he was the one who ended her life. Their ten-year marriage seemed like a joke when her husband stabbed her with a dagger. Fortunately, God is never blind to people's tears. Lucia got a second chance. She was reborn at the age of 22, before all the terrible things had happened. This time, she was determined to avenge herself and let those who hurt her pay! She made an elaborate list of her goals, and the first thing on her list was to marry her ex-husband's enemy, Alonso Callen!
Elin spent twenty years deeply loving her husband, finally marrying him just as she'd always dreamed. But reality shattered her illusions—he wasn't the man she believed. Instead, he callously destroyed her family, crushing her heart beyond repair. At her lowest point, Ruben, equally betrayed that night, approached her steadily. "Marry me, Elin. I'll help you take revenge." Yet, after their wedding, she quickly discovered he was dangerously unpredictable. "I made a mistake. Let's divorce..." Ruben slid his arm possessively around her waist, whispering a chilling promise, "Only in death."
Elisa watched as the most important people in her life showered the evil imposter-The fake heiress, with love. Elisa, the lost daughter of one of the most wealthiest family was found 18 years later and was brought back to her rightful home. However, someone had already taken her place. A fake heiress, the pampered little princess. Her coy acting and innocent façade made Elisa's real mother love her more than Elisa, her real daughter. That made Elisa, though, the true daughter end up as an adopted child. "Elisa, could you try not to appear in front of her too much as it could trigger her insecurities." Her parents had told her because of the fake heiress. "Elisa, You've taken everything away from her. Why can't you give her a little more?" Her fiancé had ordered her. Because of an unfortunate accident plotted by Isabelle-The fake heiress, Elisa was sent to prison and her family cut ties with her without a second thought. Four years, after much torture which led to her being crippled and blind on one eye, she was released, but got hit by a truck. While laying on the pool of her blood, she wanted to question, Why? Why had they all treated her so cruelly, while they love Isabelle unconditionally? She badly wanted to rip off Isabelle's mask of innocence, to reveal the fake, manipulative woman beneath. She was full of hatred. But after her death, she woke up back to when she was 18 years like all that happened were all nightmare. She was elated. She was reborn to re-live all that had happened in her last life, but now, her mission was to reveal mask beneath that woman and make everyone that made her suffer in her past life pay. It was her time for revenge! And definitely, she won't mess this up!
Linsey was stood up by her groom to run off with another woman. Furious, she grabbed a random stranger and declared, "Let's get married!" She had acted on impulse, realizing too late that her new husband was the notorious rascal, Collin. The public laughed at her, and even her runaway ex offered to reconcile. But Linsey scoffed at him. "My husband and I are very much in love!" Everyone thought she was delusional. Then Collin was revealed to be the richest man in the world. In front of everyone, he got down on one knee and held up a stunning diamond ring. "I look forward to our forever, honey."