He makes a sudden turn, as if I were observing him. His eyes were a dark green that sparkled in the sunlight. He appears to be looking in every window as he searches for anything. But after that, he turns and resumes his work. As if they were still ignoring me. Once more, disappointment appears in my eyes or heart. He disregarded me once more.
He lied.
He cheated.
"No, I'm simply coming to enjoy the flowers and some fresh air."
"Oh no, nothing is wrong with enjoying a handsome bee's company while viewing flowers." His parents couldn't be further apart. One side is as soft as a cloud, while the other is as hard as a rock.
"Well, look around; it's not just you consuming him." Jessie shakes her head two girls who are dressed more casually watch him walk towards the main gate. I despise girls because they constantly approach him, yet I am quite familiar with him. Nobody can keep Ronald away from me since he always wants to be with me. Though we may be at various degrees, love has no bounds.
People's hearts and souls, which are constantly willing to bleed, are seen by love.
"Shit! Your heart is audible to you. Tell him, you know..."
"Tell him what he is and who he is." My heart stops beating for a brief period of time. He is right here, behind us. When did he enter space? Why am I ogling so much?
Don't worry
"I'll let you know that she loves you." Her comments caused my heart to beat faster. Oh no
No
No
"Jessie, can you..." Jessie offers me a quick wink before he finishes his sentence and leaves. Just Ronald and I are here. I'm held in place as his approaching footsteps draw nearer. My hands are trembling, and I'm perspiring cold sweat. His body's heat touched my back.
"My little Rosee posee turned around." Shit! When I was six years old and he was ten, he started calling me Rosee Posee. He always compliments my bodyguard in front of everyone, but when we are alone, he diverts my attention with his peculiar antics. He made me weep by yanking my hair. But he gave me chocolate as I began to cry. However, he gave me chocolate and candy when I started weeping since he despises my tears.
He sent me a bouquet of flowers when I was in my first period and made me happy. He has always been first for me. I had never kissed before. When he kissed me on my birthday, he made me shudder, and then he stopped. We were never on the same page when I discovered him dating other women between these years. He obviously had sex, but I don't care about it anymore. I lost him years ago, and now they're just memories.
"Just inviting you to my birthday celebration." I say. I extended an invitation to him without turning.
"You're eighteen."
"Like you would forget." I managed to get my space with a little prodding. He serves as a warning for me as we come to an end.
"Rose..."
"No, please. Don't destroy it for me; it's a wonderful day. Bring and take." He drew me against him, and I lost track of him. His body was covered in sweat, and I could smell the strong floral scent. I wanted to reach out and touch his bare chest.
"Tell me we are similar. It's merely a misunderstanding, and you already know that I'm yours forever, Rosee Posee." How blatantly did he lie? There is no confusion here. He misled me. He deceived me.
"Just misunderstanding? She was with you, I saw."
"I noticed you with him, too." While I'm busy giggling at his chest, he speaks on my trembling lips.
"I thi..."
"What the hell just happened? Christ, Ronald.." When we heard a voice, which turned out to be Ronald's mother, we both leapt. I felt a push from Ronald. Oh right, how could I forget that he is her mother's puppet?
"I warned you to avoid the rich bitch. When she throws herself at someone, she's always hoping for a chance, and when she needs to be satisfied, you're simply trash." She spoke while keeping an eye on me. How unkind is she to me?
"Mom it's not..."
"It's time for you to stop chasing after my poor boy, Miss Rose; I believe your mother is calling for you." Ronald should have said something by now, but nothing has. He never stands up for either of us. Ronald is only her mum. I wrenched my arm free of his hold and created some distance between us.
He is never aware of the harm his mother is doing to him.