An absolutely unsavory situation got Cathy hooked. How does whe survive everything?
Deep down, I feel I know how to crack these nuts. No, I do know how to.
But then, somehow, it's so seeming that I'm most likely never going to have this figured out.
I think life's a trickster. Is it? No, I think life's actually a cassonava.
You know how they do right? Charm you, lure you, just to get you fúcked.
How can anyone convince me that life is not a fúckboy when I pulsate from his merciless strokes every now and then? I hate it when he does that. Do I? I think I do hate it.
Hi there, I'm Cathy and I bet nobody has had their minds messed up as I have.
Feel free to call me enigma cause I'm not sure even I understand me.
I could be easy yet difficult, calm and raging at a go, I could actually be silent yet speaking a thousand words in one breathe.
I'm actually a beauty and quite brainy too. These are the only things I'm sure of about myself cause everyday, I've seen how these men look at me with hunger in their eyes.
Everyday, I struggle to escape being devoured. This hourglass figure, beautiful jawline, bright smile and shining black hair is my bane.
I'm not even tryna pull your legs right now. I'm quite a hottie.
On some days, I'm all bubbly, hyped and determined to make great strides.
Other days, I just feel it's futile and not worth the stress.
Cause again and again, I've watched castles I built crumble before my nose.
I had quite high standards and was quite principled too.
Thinking that I used to be the ideal daughter and perfect role model to the twin Lina and Lana , my half siblings is laughable. who could have imagined?
I've sent those principles to hell now. Initially I had remorse, but now, I simply don't care.
I've also stopped doing those high and mighty things everyone thinks need to be done.
Like setting goals, reading books, accomplishing great things and hearing the applauses of people who really don't care.
It's like a circle and you know how boring circles can be.
So, why go hard when life will go harder? I told you he's just a casanova, you'll only get laid.
Again, deep down, I don't know if you should believe all I've said .
Already told you my mind is the most messed up right? I feel they're partial truths.
Trust me, I'm not a liar but I've heard people call me that a couple of times.
I'm never really sure of a lot going on with me and I feel anything they call me is justified. I stopped picking offense long time ago.
You see, rgardless of life's antics, some times, I find him quite seductive. He's cute, I kid you not.
He flashes the most beautiful smiles and have the most scintilating things to say.
Two can play right? Most times, I find myself on his bed yet again.
Honestly, I think I'm used to getting laid by him that deep down I want to try again and again.
Maybe I'm used to the organismic pain.
What's the worst that could happen?
I know.
Probably watch my world crumble yet again.
But who cares? I'm tired but maybe I'm used to trying now.
My friend Betty, who lives down Tropeville, would always say, "Cathy, are you sure you can pilot your life? I think you should reconsider going back to church. You've become more messier than I last saw you."
But church?
The name is repulsive to think it used to be a huge part of my life. I wish she could just stop mentioning it.
I guess I'll have to tell you my church story tomorrow. Do you mind listening? Nevermind, I'm still gon' tell you anyways.
But Betty, she's the only friend from church who stayed and sometimes I honestly wish she left too.
"Who is she?" I asked, feeling tears well up in my eyes. "He met her at the Alpha training camp," he said. "She is a perfect suitor for him. It snowed last night, indicating that his wolf is happy with his choice." My heart sank, and tears made their way down my cheeks. Alexander took my innocence last night, and now he is taking that thing in his office as his Luna. **** Emily never shifted on her 18th birthday and became the laughingstock of the pack. When her old crush, Alexander Black, returns from Alpha Training, she never expected him to be her mate. After a night of passionate love, Emily finds out that young Alpha Alexander has taken a chosen mate. Heartbroken and humiliated, Emily runs off and disappears from the pack. Now, five years later, Emily is a high-ranking warrior in King Alpha's army, specializing in sensitive matters. When her best friend invites her to a night of music and laughter, she never expects to run into her mate, Alexander. Will Alexander figure out it is Emily? Will he chase after her, and most of all, will Emily be able to keep her secrets safe?
Ethan always viewed Nyla as a compulsive liar, while she saw him as aloof and insensitive. Nyla had cherished the notion that she was dear to Ethan, yet she felt coldly rejected when she realized her place in his heart was insignificant. No longer trying to break through his coldness, she stepped back, only for him to alter his approach unexpectedly. She challenged him, "If you trust me so little, why keep me around?" Ethan, who had once carried himself with pride, now stood before her with a humble plea. "Nyla, I've made mistakes. Please don't walk away from me."
When they were kids, Derek saved Norah's life. Years later, after Derek ended up in a vegetative state from a car crash, Norah married him without a second thought and even used her medical knowledge to heal him. For two years, Norah was devoted, seeking his affection and looking to settle her life-saving debt. But when Derek's first love returned, Norah, faced with divorce, didn't hesitate to sign. Despite being labeled as forsaken, few knew of her true talents. She was a race car driver, a famed designer, a genius hacker, and a renowned doctor. Regretting his decision, Derek begged for her forgiveness. Just then, a charming CEO intervened, embracing Norah and declaring, "Back off! She's my wife!" Taken aback, Norah blurted out, "What did you say?"
One casual visit to her father's study; an unplanned collision with the malevolent Russian Bratva mafia boss plunged her life into a downward spiral. Forced to marry him for an alliance that bordered on keeping her family's business stronger, she had no choice but to accept her fate after an unsuccessful attempt at absconding right before the wedding. But with each new discovery about him, she realized that the masked husband she despised so much had several layers that tugged at her heartstrings, giving her no choice but to fall deeply for him. However, what happens when the dreary and dark secrets from his past resurfaces and threatens to disrupt not just their blooming relationship and his position as Capo, but their existence as well?
Lenny was the richest man in the capital. He had a wife, but their marriage was loveless. One night, he accidentally had a one night stand with a stranger, so he decided to divorce his wife and look for the girl he slept with. He vowed to marry her. Months after the divorce, he found out that his wife was seven months’ pregnant. Did his wife cheat on him? Scarlet was looking for her husband one night and the two unexpectedly made passionate love. Not knowing what to do, she ran away in a panic, but later found that she was pregnant. Just when she was ready to explain what had happened to her husband, he suddenly asked her for a divorce. Would Lenny ever find out that the strange girl he had slept with was actually his wife? More importantly, would their loveless marriage take a turn for the better—or the worse?
My name is Katia, and I am just trying to survive until my fated mate arrives. Which may be easier said than done. Rejectection is the last straw. Whispering my acceptance of his rejection. I run through the pack house, out across the manicured lawn into the forest. "I'm sorry, my sweet girl," I say to my wolf. I'm sorry you have been stuck with me and have had to suffer everything I have. She whispers," it's not your fault, Katia. We came to a cliff with a waterfall. The hurt keeps pounding at me. I need it to stop. My sweet girl, and I just want peace, I keep running and leap off the cliff. Spreading my arms wide, with tears streaming down my face, I fall, not making a sound, waiting for sweet oblivion where we feel nothing ever again. "I love you, my sweet girl! Until we meet again, "My wolf replied just before we hit the water, "I love you too, Katia. I have never regretted a moment with you." The Snow Moon pack is having their last barbecue of the summer next to the waterfall on their land. The adults are laughing and joking while watching the pups play. The alpha, beta, and gamma are swimming with some of the older children and playing a game of Marco Polo. Someone yells, "Oh my goddess, someone just jumped over the waterfall!" Everyone is frozen as they watch what looks to be a child falling arms spread wide, no one makes a sound. The small body hits the water like a plane crashing into the side of a mountain. The alpha, beta, and gamma, spring into action, swimming towards the area the person went under. The alpha is screaming his wolf is going crazy repeating, "Find her. Find her...find her!" They dive and the beta surfaces with a small person in his arms. Alpha takes the girl from his beta, laying her on the ground. The men are shocked by what they see. She is covered in scars and injuries. Her body is twisted and broken. The Beta asks, "Who could have done this to someone so defenseless?" Alpha drops to his knees, repeating, "MATE...MATE...MATE!"