Forever be Damned

Cat pov

I sat in the car staring at the gun in my hands, lost count how many life's this gun has killed, and how many life's It's tortured, staring at the gun I smiled it was the only thing that won't betray you in this crazy world , I closed my eyes and took a deep breath, I was the queen of death.

" Boss it's time". I opened my eyes and saw jack, staring at me through the car window, keeping my gun in my thigh I nodded and got down from the car.

" We have the guards taken care of, and they weren't much". Jack explains as we walked into the house, everything was sorted out, I just had to try not to fall over all the blood and dead bodies, and thank goodness I didn't, taking out my gun we walked in and found, MR Robert my victim of today, sitting on his couch and staring at his wine with a smirk before taking it down his throat he seemed rather calm, and didn't even have guards with him, well we did kill them but still, was he seeking death?.

" So you're the one Aiden sent". His voice came out calm, like I wasn't here to kill him, making me blink of a while, dropping his empty wine cup he stood up and turned to me eyeing Me like he was amused." I must admit you surprised me". He continued.

" That's me full of surprises" pointing my gun at him, as always my kill was smooth and simple.

" Feisty" . He mumbled, picking up his wine bottle, taking another sip directly from the bottle, did we miss something?.

"It's what I know to do best". He smiled like all this was exciting, I won't blame him we all are crazy, makes me almost feel bad.

I said ALMOST.

"Leave now, this doesn't seem fair and I don't hurt little girls ". Okay was he high, yes he was how could I not notice, see now I feel bad.

.I pulled the trigger,and I watched his hands eyes widened with shock just before he fell,on his knees, did he think I wouldn't kill him?.

" No!". I swear, that scream almost made me go deaf,I looked up and saw a lady with a baby in her hands and a 4 years old hiding behind her like he was scared,well I won't blame him he just watched his father die before his eyes.

" Boss what do we do with them?" Steve asked ." Nothing".I said

" Nothing?". I heard Jack's voice ask.

" Yes nothing, let's go". walking towards the door, I heard the clicking of a gun.

"No". The voice of jack made me stop, I turned towards him and he was pointing a fucking gun at them.

" Jack, put down the gun".I really didn't have the energy for this.

" No, our mission is to leave no soul behind". Oh God,my men pointed their guns at him but I raised my hands telling them to lower their guns,my eyes darkened as I stared at the gun he was pointing at them.

I stared at the lady but she just closed her eyes waiting for the bullet to hit her,I couldn't let another innocent soul die,I already had too much blood on my hands.

"Are you challenging me". I ask walking closer to him,and then he pointed his gun at me , and he's dead.

"What do you think?". He asked.

I clenched my hands tightly, ever since I became second in command,it didn't sit well with most of the shadows, they felt me being in power was an insult to them,and it wasn't a surprise jack was one of them, shoot he was almost my best man, again I said ALMOST.

" Drop the gun while am being nice".

"Meet you in hell". Before he could pull the trigger, I took out my gun, shooting him in his right arm and on his left tigh, he fell on his knees holding his arm in pain,they fucking need to work on their reflexes, walking closer to him, I squat down to his level, lifting his face with my gun, just to meet his scared eyes, that's all I want to see.

" I would be calling the shots for long,so get used to it". I said and I could see the surprise in his eyes, I wasn't going to kill him, and he was lucky, rising up I could see the fears in my men, that's more like it.

Tossing my gun to Steve, I walked out of the house, mission done. I got in my car with Steve and closed my eyes as soon as the car started,another blood on my hands, fuck I needed to get out of this life before I killed the whole fucking world.

" Why didn't you kill him?". I heard Steve ask.

" Who?".I knew, who he was talking about, but it was fun to mess with him.

" Jack, he clearly challenged you and even pointed a fucking gun at you, and you fucking spared him". Steve hissed out, he was clearly annoyed.

" It doesn't matter,I just can't keep killing all of them, it's better they are alive and fear me". Sighing, I take out my phone.

" Well he doesn't deserve to live".

" Easy boy, I was the one he pointed a gun at, I get to decide if I want to keep him or not". I said moving my gaze from my phone and staring at him.

" Fine ". He sighed out, and I giggled moving my gaze back to my phone, wondering why my sis hasn't replied my text yet.

"Are you free tomorrow".

" Your my second man, you tell me". My answer came not moving my gaze from my phone anxiously waiting for a text from my sister.

" Well, your free, I wanted to know if you had special plans".

" Nah, I don't". I answer.

" Don't tell me you forgot". He said making give him the , what's tomorrow look, while he whispers unbelievable under his breath, which I very much heard.

" Cat, you and Caroline turn twenty-one tomorrow ". He said.

Fuck, I completely forgot about my birthday,our birthday.

Steve was my personal assistant and also my only friend in this dark world,he became my assistant the minute he was brought to the shadow agency, without a single memory about his life not even his name.

So I named him Steve,and ever since he has been the best assistant ever , never giving me a reason to doubt him, and so he knew me too well, all my secrets, he was the one always beside me when I woke up from my nightmares that haunts me every time,and also the only one that could make me smile. I stared at his black eyes that makes his Gray hair stand out, they was no doubt he was a hottie, a cute hottie.

"Shit, I had totally forgot it was my birthday,Fine,you pick the place". I said moving my gaze back to my phone, the truth is I lost interest in celebrating my birthday, since Caroline left, but since Steve arrived, he doesn't let me miss it.

" What's so interesting about your phone?".

" It's Caroline, she hasn't replied my text". I answered and he took my phone from me.

" Hey give that back". I said trying to reach my phone, but he held it up, and I was too lazy to get it, he was the only one to mess with me and be alive to remember it.

" You worry too much cat, Caroline's is twenty one for fuck sake, she's fine trust me". He said and I sighed slipping into my chair.

" Wake me when we get there".

" Too late princess we are already here, and the boss Is waiting to see you". Steve said with a smirk on his face, I rolled my eyes,when the car came to a stop, I got down from the car walking in, leaving Steve behind, he knows his way.

I got to the under ground lair and rushed to my room, I took off my clothes and quickly got under the shower,I stayed under it longer than I intended to hoping it would wash away the bloods on my hands, well it did, not the slight guilt.

I got out of the shower and wore a black jeans with a black top,I pulled my hair in a ponytail, searching for my phone, till I remember Steve had it, what a Dick.

Walking out of the room, I walked through the halls,and most people stared at me with envy or hatred,and trust me if looks could kill I would be long dead, punching in the password I walked into the room.

THE room of my boss Aiden Black, he sat on his sofa leg crossed while going through his phone probably looking for his next victim, he wore a white shirt that showed his perfect abs and a blue jeans that matches his snickers,and his dark hair fell over his face, if I didn't hate him an sure I would be drooling over him, well I am,kind of.

" Hey dick". I said, announcing my presence, walking towards his bed and sitting on it,he looks up and stared at me with those dark eyes that very much defines his life.

" You know most people die from call their boss dicks". He said with a smirk on his face.

" Well technically your not my boss your father is, so I can call you whatever I want, and your a dick". I replied with a smile,and he stood up, taking easy steps towards me and leaned close to me, his arms on each side traping, making his sweet colony drown me.

" Sweetheart am not a dick, but I do have one that would love to know how it would feel to be inside your tight little hole". He smirks leaning closer to me, putting my fingers on his lips I stopped him.

Did I forget to mention Aiden Black has always wanted to get into my pants ever since he took over his father, we do fool around, but never sex.

" Sorry sweetheart but this pussy would pass". I said lightly pushing him away,and he just chuckled walking over to his table to grab a drink.

" A little bird told me you spared the kids and their mom, you sure are becoming soft". He said while he gulp down his drink.

" Oh trust me darling I am soft". with a smirk on my face, his eyes trilled down to my breasts, before he let out a groan.

"Fuck cat,one more word and I would bend you over this table and fuck you,HARD!". He said, emphasizing the world HARD,And that shut me up, he threw something at me and when I caught it, it was his credit card.

" You know the last time you gave me this was a bad idea". I smile at the memory,of buying half the mall just to give it to homeless kids.

" Don't you already have too much houses and cars?".

" One could never be too rich". I said and he just smiled.

"Your sister should arrive in the next one hour, you take two days off to do some sister bonding with her". I stared at him, asking him if that was a joke, but he gave me the look.