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ital bed, and I was frantical
med his battery had died while h
asn't working. He was in a London café, looking at Olivia-the ex-girlfri
here on the table between the
fect, grieving wife when he returned. But t
os of her; it was a journal. The in
her, I can pretend I didn't settle for the safe, borin
recreate a ghost of the woman he actually loved. He planned t
anded him a stack of documents to sign,
r the table, I walked into a clinic to r
rmind. He has no idea he
pte
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in New York, and my husband was busy r
but at the time, I simply th
creamy white. In fact, everything in my life was soft and white and perfect. I was
topped traffic. He was thirty-eight, a CEO with eyes like
n a subway grate. He didn't just help me. He swooped in, lifted me up, and
ind. He claimed I was his breath of fresh air
believ
I had sent him three mess
n't re
d myself that his work ethic was how he provided this life
y phone
than. It wa
ive heart attack. Mo
. I grabbed my purse, ignoring the h
ok so hard I dropped my p
And rang.
voic
Ethan. Leav
that smeared past the window. "It's my dad. He had a
of antiseptic hit me like a physical blow.
ors were working on him. Ever
d Ethan
t to vo
s assistant
ed his hand on my shoulder. I needed his deep voice telling me i
vibrate
perate for his name t
riend, who was also in
no text. J
ll ten seconds to pro
ot taken through t
n't in a meeting. He wa
ing across
be before I cut it. She was laughing, he
dn't spoken to in five years. The woman
s lookin
ite mask he wore at galas. It wasn't the
It was desperat
timestamp. Taken
at my sen
ease. Dad
m ten minutes ago. A text from
er broken. Will call
one was sitting right there on the
sn't
le. He just didn't
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