re which gave it mystery and often beauty. Sometimes the softened towers of the great steel bridges rose above the river mist like fairy towers suspended between Heaven
es came alike the hopeful and the hopeless, the dreamers and those who would destroy those dreams. From all over the world there came men who so
y, as potentially powerful as the iron or
tuary, and forgot them. But the sheph
seen, in the army camp, similar shuffling lines of men, transformed in a few hours into ranks of uniformed soldiers, beginning already to be actuated by the same motive. These aliens, going by, would become citi
smoke and the noise, the movement, the sense of things doing. And the sight of her mother, small, faultlessly
ood with a folded rug over his arm. On the seat inside lay a purple box. Lily had known it would be there. They would be ostensibly from her father,
e Cardew household took the place of loving demonstrations had always touched her. As a family the
er, and then held her
e said, "you look
other "Grace." It was by way of being a small joke between them, but limited to their moments alon
ld, but I didn't t
, dear. He wanted so to come, but things are dreadful at the mill. I suppo
hem, or did you get them? But never mind about that; I know he's worried, and you're sweet t
s of messages, and he
ghed out
ng life, but the Cardew women all have what he likes to call savoir faire. What would th
r frightened her. The terrible honesty of youth! All these years of ironing the wrinkles out of life, of smoothing the difficulties between old Anth
d you need attention. I wish yo
an beautiful, perhaps. Her face was less childish than when she had gone away; there was,
. I didn't need anything. I've been
ery vague lately
her mothe
having me do it, and I thought i
you were in
ldiers to camps. Some of them were going to have babies, too.
dened. So this was what war had done to her. She had had no son, and had thanked God for it during the war, although old Anthony had h
th were divine accidents. Death was a quiet sleep, with heaven just beyond, a sleep which came only to age, which had wearied and would rest. Then she remember
persisted, standing in front of h
man, but she turned it rather n
for an idea. "I think probably God was lonely
ind, but what she left in Lily's brain was a confused conviction that every person was two persons, a body and a soul. Death was simply a split-up, then. One part of you, the part that bathed every morning and had its toe-nails cut, and w
not lik
d again when she threatened tears over her music lesson. But when Aunt Elinor had gone away she had found Mademo
hy
rry for Au
e to God? She ought to
of chocolates and given her one, although th
time was over, anyhow. But Lily was rather difficult those days. She seemed, in some vague way, resentful. Her mother found her, now and then, in a frowning, half-defiant mood. And on
iously remembering those t
o learn about that side of life,
vely. But Grace did not reply to that. It was char
u know he feels strongly about some things. An
dent with her mother than with her father. Such spontaneous bursts of affection as she sometimes showed had been lavished on Mademoisell
ave made it hard for you, hav
taking a luxurious sniff. She did not seem to expect a reply. Between Grace and her
trouble at the mill.
y who did not reply. She
saving. It all seems such a mess, doesn't it?" She glanced out. They we
he said. "Only she is unfortunately a she, and she h
of the grim old house had she been the son they had
d retired in wrath on his son's marriage, she remembered her sense of awe as a child on seeing on the wall the sword he had worn in the Civil War. He was a small man, and the scabbard was badl
een a fighting
butler, evidently waiting inside the door, greeted her with the familiarity of the old serv
me, Miss Li
e was French and thrifty. Suddenly a wave of warmth and gladness flooded her. This was home. Dear, familiar home. She had come back. She was the only yo
It was an emotion, rather. She ran up th
s over! It is finished. And all your nice French relatives are sitting on the boulevards in the sun, a
saints be praised!" sai
ich held her daughter and governess. Old Anthony's doing, that. He had never forgiven his son his plebeian marriage, and an early conversation retur
o the second, and so on." He had stood looking down at the child critically. "She's a Cardew," he said at last. "Which means that she will be obsti
said, with no more warmth i
the accomplishments of a lady. Get a good woman, and for heaven's sake arrange to serve her breakfast
uldn't," Gr
e would now and then send for the governess and Lily to come in for dessert. That, of course, was later on, when the child was nearly ten. Then would follow a three-cornered conversation in rapid French, Howard and Anthony and Lily, with Mademoiselle joining i
red to see her, but to make Grace feel the outsider that she was. She made desperate efforts to conquer the hated language, but her
s front, and after a time sheathed herself in an armor of smiling indifference. But she thanked heaven when the time came to send Lily away to school. The effort of concealing the armed neutrality between Anthony a
stairs she felt the barrier of language, and back of it
f again. Inside the doorway the girl was standing, he
dormitory, and taking turns at the bath, I have thought of my own little place." She wandered around, touching her familiar possessions with caressing hands. "I've a good notion," she de
ou mean by
met somebody she knows out there, the nicest sort of a boy." She went to the doorway and call
ce looked anxious. "You know how your
if grandfather thinks it is unbefitting the family dignity he can put cotton in
"You met Willy? Isn't h
ould like him, mother. He couldn't get into the army. He is a little bit lame. And-" she surveyed Grace with amus
the town I come from. His father was a doctor, and his buggy used to go around day, and
repeated, ig
t all about it when you k
emaid in the Anthony Cardew house, a self-effacing, rubber-heeled, pink-uniforme
nd went out, leaving Lily rath
friend in Mr. William Wallace Cameron! Well, if you want the exact truth, he hadn't an atom of use for me until he heard about Ell
who dangled cigarettes from a lower lip, all obviously of the lower class, including the cigarette; and of other women, sometimes drab, dragged of breast and carrying children who should have been in bed hours before; or still others, wandering in pairs, young, painted and predatory. She was not imaginative, or she coul
elieve it,
le gesture of ha
hanged," she ended, lamely. "The social order, and that sort of thing. You know. Caste." She hesitated. She was young and inarticulate, and when she saw Grace's face, somewhat frightened. But she was not old Ant
dressing case, but she paused now and turne
France also. But in time they see the wisdom of the o
ardly h
re not in love with this
asy laugh re
eath me, as you would call it, but not William Wallace Camero
ut her neck and over her pillows, while Castle, her elderly English maid, was applying ice in a soft cloth to her face. Gra
ded. "Go out for
aited until th
us. "A young man who does not care for women, a cler
adful, Mademoiselle
d lame! Also, I know the child. She is not in
elieved, but not
d, isn't she,
shrugged he
tude that did not conform with his own as a condition that would pass. "A phase, only. N
is talk about marr
mes lost an aspirate. "It is like wine to the young.
eard a great deal of Mademoiselle's cou
her not to voice those ideas of hers to her
orroborated Mademoiselle. "Ca ne pou