or a moment to see that he was unaffected and did not care. I wished he wou

im to. I just needed to get out of there, to find a place w

away furiously. I felt stupid and like I'd been punched in the gut. Glen's words cut deep, an

affection behind everyone's back and then

lk to Leslie and my roommate Lovina about my mother's death, and Lovina already knew a

er for fucks sake! No one was go

that's why I had done such despicable things with him, but now it felt more than that. I enjoye

otten the better of me and I just

other and she prioritized herself over me. Several times, she never failed to remind me that I was a burden to her. I

been assaulted and it led to her pregnancy. I understood that the fact I looked a lot like my father often made her loathe me, however, I could

mate's number for more than four hours and wondered if she would understand me

e you?" She said when

. "Everything o

"Are you still thinking abo

replied. "My

"I'm so sorry, love.

tears away. "I don't even kn

how can I make

umbled, playing with my fingers. My heart was beating

people's love," Lovinasai

uge secret. You can't

e said. "How bad is this

veal such a huge secret even though I kind of wanted that burden to

atter. Marcus cheated on you, so you guys

ficially broken up with him but t

, o

w my best f

. "I kinda liked her back then

I betra

. "Cause I'd judge you for that one. Except if it was a drun

mumbled. "It's w

a said. I could picture her pout from where I

this new guy and the

uess," Lovinaresponde

nd I met this really young guy, like thir

" She

ind of made me feel good by touching my lips and the

dn't know who he was and I'm sure he was the one who made

lem. I was in the bathroom last night t

l fu

He made me feel so good and I

ucken gos