My breath hitched. I could still see it behind my closed eyes-the glint of silver, the fury twisting Gideon's face. Damien's elder brother. A man who would stop at nothing to seize the throne. And the dagger, meant for Damien Sinclair's heart.
Damien Sinclair. My betrothed.
I had moved without thinking. My body had become a shield.
The memory was a phantom limb, always there, a constant reminder of the price I had paid.
The door creaked open. Martha Foster, my personal maid and caretaker, shuffled in, her gray hair pulled back in a neat bun, carrying a steaming bowl. Her kind, wrinkled face was etched with worry.
"Another nightmare, Miss Aria?" she asked, her voice a soft rumble.
I just nodded, pushing myself to sit up against the threadbare pillows. The movement sent another wave of fire through my chest. I bit my lip to keep from crying out.
"You push yourself too hard," she chided gently, setting the bowl on my bedside table. "Your life is a life, too."
She handed me the bowl of healing tonic. The scent was bitter, earthy. I took it without a word, the warmth of the ceramic a small comfort against my cold fingers.
The liquid was as bitter as it smelled, but the bitterness in my mouth was nothing compared to the one coiling in my gut.
My gaze drifted to the small, plain wooden box on the nightstand. It was the only thing of value in this sparse room. A final gift from Damien's mother-Dowager Luna Eleonora Sinclair.
Martha began tidying the room, her movements efficient and familiar. "Fewer and fewer people come to visit since the King took the throne," she muttered, more to herself than to me. "It's not right."
Yes, it's unfair. After all, it's he who sits on the throne now-the king for whom I risked my life to pave the way. But once he's reached his goal, he kicks aside those who helped him along, as if I never existed at all.
I ran my thumb over the faint, pale scar on my right wrist. Years of wearing training manacles had left their mark.
"He's busy," I said, my voice raspy.
It was a lie, and we both knew it. But it was a lie I clung to. A sliver of hope that once the political dust settled, once his crown was secure, he would remember me. He would come.
Martha sighed, picking up a brush. She began to work through my long, silver-white hair-a shade that marked me as different, a constant reminder that I was never quite one of them. Her touch was surprisingly gentle.
"There's to be an important announcement tonight," she said, her voice carefully neutral. "You are required to attend."
My fingers trembled, just for a moment.
Tonight?
A wild, foolish hope surged through me, so powerful it made me dizzy. Was this it? Was he finally going to announce me? To make me his Luna, as he had promised?
I swallowed hard, forcing the emotion down. "I'll be ready," I managed to say.
After Martha left, the silence in the room was deafening. It pressed in on me, a physical weight. Loneliness was a cold, constant companion.
I walked to the single, narrow window. Below, the gray stone walls of the Obsidian Citadel rose like jagged teeth against the pale sky. The royal seat of power. My home for twelve years. My sanctuary. My prison.
In the courtyard, a pair of guards patrolled. I recognized them. They used to greet me with a respectful nod, a flicker of admiration in their eyes. Now, they didn't even look up. Their gazes were cold, dismissive.
Something had changed. A subtle shift in the air, in the way people looked at me. Or didn't look at me.
My stomach twisted.
I turned from the window and went back to the bed. My hand hovered over the wooden box before I finally opened it. Inside, nestled on a bed of faded velvet, was a delicate silver locket, engraved with the snarling wolf of the Sinclair family crest.
Eleonora had pressed it into my hand on her deathbed, her frail fingers clutching mine. "Protect him, Aria. Be his shadow, his blade. Wait for the day he is strong enough to stand on his own."
I had kept that promise. I had been his weapon. Assassinations, poisons, stealth, protection-wherever he pointed, I struck. Never questioned, never hesitated.
I closed my fingers around the locket, its metal cool against my skin. It was my last lifeline, the physical proof of a promise.
A sound from the hallway snagged my attention. The hushed whispers of two young maids. My hearing, honed by years of training, picked up every word as if they were standing right next to me.
"Did you hear? The King ordered the Luna's suite to be aired out and cleaned!"
"Of course! They say Lady Isabelle Vance is returning from the North any day now!"
The name hit me like a physical blow.
"She's so lucky. The Vance family backed the King's ascension, and now she gets to be Luna."
"What about Aria? She took a blade for him..."
"Shh! Are you crazy? She's just a useless wolfless now-can't even shift. Why would the King ever choose her?"
The voices faded as they moved down the hall.
I stood frozen, the blood draining from my face until my skin felt like ice.
Isabel Vance.
A name from a past I tried to forget. Damian's childhood sweetheart. A female wolf of noble birth, from a powerful family.
And I'm nothing at all.
I looked down at the locket in my hand. The silver crest, once a symbol of hope and duty, now felt like a brand. It burned against my skin, cold and heavy.
The sun was rising, casting a warm, golden light through the window.
But I had never felt so cold in my life.