er

wn, his hands r

said softly. "

My whole body was shaking and I just stare

use he knows the name of their team analyst.

e up. I stumbled, my knees buckling beneath m

teadying me. His hands were fir

ked down, hissing in pain. Blood was drippi

eal my laptop? All my analytics since day one was

e or anything else. Just my la

eyes fixed on my wounded knee,

my own and then down to my knees and check

rls especially who throw themselves at him but I

is now everywhere. He will obviously hate me a

e was breathing hard and h

n his knees, trying to catch his breath. "I lost them. They were

His hands clenched into

another word, he grabbed me and li

stammered, my hands instinct

to the nurs

y knees hit the cold metal chair. He crouched in front of me, examinin

his feature

was still messy as fuck, falling across his forehead in that way that alw

ting so hard I co

cted in my whole life that Carlson will ever get this

g when the door to

my

What the fuck i

w she was about to show that silly fake concern she always displays when she

"I heard what happened! I came as soon as I h

nds. Her eyes were wide, her voice trembling with f

d. When I heard, I just-I couldn't believe it. I wa

at her, my

fuck is

er voice, much different than what she uses in th

p trembling like sh

y sister wrote in her stupid journal and now you have to take care of this mess too. I'm so sorry for the mes

e trying to forcefully get Carl

ould do something like this. It's so embarrassing. For her, I mean." She paused, looking at me with feigned pity. "I'll ta

e, her fingers clo

moved befor

ere cold and glaring hard at Cheryl. He scooped me up into his a

about?" he asked with a low angry tone

then back at him. "It's all around school. I thought you must have seen

't speak

was standing there, pretending to care

gged silently. Just ge

ont of Celeste, still

bout some fucking journal,

s came out. Her face went pale slowly

is always high of herself and bully other

houlder as he passed, and walked t

leste's face while Megan rushed to hol

his, but looking at the bright side... the boy I'd been fanta

dream, I didn't