a's

year

get your as

to get me out of bed for

ion, hitting him square in the face. A small sm

ve some fun. You need it," He said, and I knew

the bed. I had to resist the urge to roll my eyes

ut be grateful that he kept me out of my darkest places. S

mptier than usual. Her scent was everywhere, and I couldn't stand it. I moved out of our room only

ast. I snapped at them one day, and they have been staying away sinc

ngs, and nobody ever judged me for being sad. Still, they became distan

k I could do it f

e in that sense. Caleb understood and didn't push me to do things I didn't want to do. He w

But the break of a

iving room, not even bothering to fix my messy, dark hair. Ty, my

look... good." I scoffed at my younger

uld wallow in my sorrow or something. You know, especially to

the documents in his hands; I assu

ing Alpha. Whenever someone calls me 'Luka' instead of 'Alpha', it tears me apart. I'm not p

ook a toll on me and my wolf. We were restles

l. It hurt that I was failing them. That pain, p

e it, though, so he said I would take a break until I'm "Fit to resume my duties"..

to the living room again, when I heard whispers from Ty and Caleb. I

l help get his mind off Risella,

my heart was no longer there. It has been so long sinc

Sometimes I think he's gone off the edge,

even know how ironi

I leaned against the doorway, and they looked so

it. He refused to tell me where we were going, but I had to

g, we pulled up to a... carniva

I asked, shaking my

carnival when we were kids, even though you acted as i

ival. And even though Caleb doesn't know this, it's wh

iked to do things in a human w

like I'm with h

*

would be hard to say goodbye to everyone,

ar-olds and cotton candy in our hands. I'll forever remember him for th

ght is still young," he said, wiggling his eyebrows wi

er. My wolf is a little antsy," I lied right to his face

ter," he said, sounding more l

re." My chest cl

I was betraying him. Call me weak, but

. "Um, thanks for everything, man. I couldn't have mad

n aback, but mostly worried. I took that as a sign to le

efore I took the turn. I felt slightly at

st the urge to run away as all the memories rushed bac

a sat the last time I saw her. I smile

is consuming me. I try, Ella, I try so hard to find peace again and to be the Alpha,

tears had escaped,

ou, but I want you to forgive me. Forgive me for not looking hard enough. Forgive me for not b

back another whimper from my wolf.

in when I join you on the other side, so please accept

my one true mate. I won't be

e moon was shining in its glory, probably ge

ed my eyes, welcoming the thrill of being alive one last time. Moving a little closer, I l

p, and I'd b

t o

ncy seeing someone here in my spot,

fr

hell i

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