n's

manager's voice and my eyes noticed how almost everyone was looking at our direc

rting to doll up my face too. At the corner

when you came back. Did you get caught?" she w

l, Elisse would notice. It's no surprise since E

things and pays atte

ach churning in nervousness. Even though he's not

strong I can't simply

multiple times as we attend the same awards sometimes but that's just it. It's not like we hav

d of him every day. Why not? Whe

us, sometimes, the edits that I see online are too disturbing. Some of the

d and I, it's impossible

earl

stead," I whispered. My voice lo

knocking on the door was heard

e transferred to the next dressing room. I'll just ta

clothes on the corner and a few

e for me

g attention after my makeup artist ask

. You won't be talking to

rip on the chair

, ten minutes but my k

hotos especially when he's with his fans. I can't question it though since

finitely lonely. He

his face made my heart skipped a beat, my

the h

n't possibly l

ssib

y teeth in

se he was hurt and he seemed lost. And your he

I need to do is to change which I will in a little ove

ne and scanned the m

y dad. A few of them were from my fr

lled for my name as she showed

ers, joining while a few of our makeup artists fo

e?" she giggled, her gummy smile showing. Th

too?" I teased and she hit me on my

n find herself

isse added at wha

rush on Arika but her personality was too strong

midating personality when performing but they f

l just having fun while we watch out fellow idols p

ur other outfits were also there," One of our managers stated

Snow asking. The image of Gold automatically comes into v

ar voice and my body stiffened a

Sim

u

me it meant something else. Like, h

ting surprising me a little. Even our members were not talking. We have never really had a momen

gue got stuck on my lungs or something. (Sunbae is a word they use

as looking at me, his eyebrow

ted ways but all I know was I

Our manager asked whil

m my nerves and I breathe

be the nerves," I ad

yourself

now being introduced. Be ready!" one of the st

ist stated and I reached for the folded jacke

ing to me as I

hugged my whole figure, it being twice my body si

where is y

nitely isn

God,

e production manager came in

to go to the stag

a few pairs of hands pushing

no turni

fans cheering boomed the whole a

members looked taken aback at

managers were freaking

hole crew was having a mental break

ing in anger at the sight of me on their tea

as wearing, wh

n't k