ng, the anxiety relives my body again! Please, make it stop! Make it stop! I'm begging! I feel like shouting but I can't utter some words, I want to escape this situation, with the blurr

voice and wipes my tea

my weakest voice,

dly. I shook my head, and wiping away my tears and smiled at her. And

get back in the condo?" she

. I don't wanna the night for her, this the night we will have

the air, and some are making out, getting too drunk and needy. We found our table, it was small round table fits perfectly for

Kyla ordered, I widen my eyes, gently

k, don't think too much." She assured me and after a while, our bottle of Tequila came to our table, she opened

er using his tumbler and we started to share that drink passing out in our circle, until one of our 'g

y attention, quickly dive

perfect built for the model, tall must be 6-foot inches, his hair is long, so he did a 'man' bun, I

ill up my glasses with a tequila again. Then another guy winked

ed my eyes and checking Kyla at the other table, laughing, squealing, and drink my glass full of tequila. But, just one gesture of that guy she stormed off to their table and leaving me al

struggling for my everyday life, but this time, I'm stronger... and have more money. I checked my phone, my

live my life happier with contentment. A waiter

ing!" I protested. Who ordered thi

waiter said, nods to me before he exit. It is a

your

, and according to them or mine. I started to taste the drink. Woah! This is strong for me! As I said, I'm not a heavy drinker, occasionally or when I am super stressed-I'

e a silent treatment, he nods. I smile small, and we began drinking again while Kyla and Keith are lowkey flirting, I just shook my head and silently drinking, and my eyes went stare secretly at Travis, he

t Travis? And I looked

h answered our ques

lier?" He asked, he

ks away. Dumb answer! Dumb answer! You are talking t

rapersonal person," he re

. "Y-Yeah..." And

awkward night! And

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r that, I do a quick shower and goes to my room, put on some light makeup, and do my hair, I ironed my hair on my first day to look my self presentable first impressions lasts I always believe that and went down to the kitchen to make some soup for Kyla, cause she is drunk he had 25 shots

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e quick learning about the company and its old owners and CEO after two

ng powder blue long office shirt pair with a black long fo

the door shut and Miss Mil checking me ou

first and I followed her, there's a lot of computers

gives a bit dusty work area, the comp

inning I smiled but in my mind, I want to strangle her neck! What a bitchy

weetly, she's wearing a beautiful light pink dress that

hem back and I hop

Yes! She asked and she gave

s!" I wanna hug he

eaning to my area, after 5 minutes I finished my work, I f

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for a ride home, my phone beeped, and fished o

are you? I

Just waiting for

, please! P

w can I say

e where

ecisions are made, I fed up, I choose to run away for my sake my sanity. But I didn't abandon my little br

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s code didn't fit the ambiance, I just look a w

tion for Grey's f

follow her, and we went to a room. She opened the door for m

ss

went down

is can't

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