woke up to the memo

aw me

ally saw

anyone ever again. But my wish went down the toilet the moment my lovely cousin b

asked rolling onto my stomach

not a morn

dma? She was supposed to beat him with a bat. I pulled the duvet ov

ark today, are you coming?" she asked an

relieved but froze when the bed dipped next to me and t

, denying any scenario

ntisocial,

loseness made me blush as I sat up from the bed and p

asked with a smirk and rolled on his back, bending his left l

in his brow was gone. He was wearing jeans, white

I replied, trying not to blus

seen it before." he grin

hed his right arm out for me to

heeks burning and tried to get his phone, but

nt it come

head. "Ple

that he was actually wearing the shitt

ma would

" I mumbled and tightene

mind.,"

whined. To that he stood

taste his aftershave from where he was standing. The only thing I c

smiled and ran his tongue across his b

being such a nun a

that he did not

he turned around and left. My eyes were fixated on the back of his neck,

s already gone before

did my makeup. I didn't like people seeing me without makeup; I knew I was ugly. I spent a fe

tion of watching a movie outside on

ried to ignore the fact that Katherine was on the k

right in front of the cupboard. I coughed and Nate pu

join?" he asked an

s. "I want to ea

bbed his crotch, pu

an eat

awkwardly loo

Katherine giggled and he opened

and then the cereal, befo

ate was tapping away on his phone and K

at a garden sale until

y." Nate butted in, not

rine n

ptop from the table. They didn't pay attention to me as I exited the room, then the house. I climb

at I caught Nate's Wi-Fi. I searched the site that I bookmar

as so hot, and

wered over my lounge chair. Nate was looking down at me,

watchin

s I shook my head,

sisted the urge to punch him when he pushed m

have Wi-Fi are y

ayb

ht?" I asked. "You're so stupid, you can't

s. I knew he was going to hurt me. I heard Katherine talking to her friend on the

hair and took the sk

e who's s

superlative for stupid, I thought but

e around with a girl called Jade and all they did was talk about boys, nails and Nate's sexual experiences. Whic

grandma interrogated her

t was eighteen years old, Jake, and that she went to secondary schoo

ything revolve around Nate? I went to the grocery shop: "Nathan Harris did this"; I

again. He doesn't care about school. People say that the teachers pass hi

re to be qu

the garden sale...you should've heard the things t

care about Nate! Why did she feel th

om him, if I catch you with hi

ed and dried my hands on a cloth, before turning away

ids in the neighborhood. You should

ching a

ave summer a

I'm startin

efore she remem

our grandpa a pack of Kent

ed and held my hand out fo

arettes at the

all. The city center was seven minutes by ska

ve me in the back pocket of my jeans. I pushed my Ray Bans

people as they grilled in their gardens,

, before getting off my skateboard, since I

store grandma told me about. I looked around but Nate was nowhere to be seen. I sighed

H

ooked up at me. I

e S

e Jade's

pack of Kent

mirked, looking at something on m

are you?" he

xte

ld hear the amusement in his voice. He was obvious

ay from me, with a Vodka bottle in his right hand and a cigarette in his oth

" Nate said and took a step forwards, settin

less you do something for me." Jake

fist bumped him. Of co

he'll suck you off." he t

y n

irgin, loo

yebrows and made

u're si

shing and feeli

ack placed on the counter. I bit the inside of my cheek a

then, I'll pay

nched my nipple, making me gasp, be

ead. I made my way towards the exit, co

elled after me and I cl

skateboard, but it was nowhere to be seen

lk twenty minutes. Honestly; who did this kid th

he long was reading the label on the

spat and strolled over to me as I ente

h.

s and walked up the stairs, jumping two at once. I washed my hands an

said that the website wasn't available. I refres

-Fi was now password protected. I groaned. I

ked around for things to do. Nothing. No

o

as at the foot of the desk. I was about to start wri-ting the first m

atherine's ID flashing o

I asked

YRE

r nickname. Don

window, since it was startin

to the bonfire at t

unds and she seemed to

n front of her; obviously I was on speaker. Nate's window was positioned to

ith her legs spread, her skirt up to her stomach and Nate

at I could see, she'd whined because Nate suddenly pulled away

s on the floor below, so she couldn

u should loo

towards her private area, so I turned

't- ho

I looked at the scree

ened

sk8board back u s

rned at hi

ighed, before retu

I'll

Be over

mething to her, and I knew it

hour, forty

eyes and h

of suspenders, a shirt, a hair

sat down on the bed and tho

two op

at the end of the party; or I could go there, get my skat

again, the door swung open and Katherine barged in, wearing a pair o

, don't worry, my dre

kpack on the bed

arty clothe

's what I'

ne of the coats on, tossin

ways sneak out on Wednesday, telling grandma

up. It went over my fingers, an

" I asked and grabbed the

f wedges, a mini skirt, a bikini and a

mine. It

ea

y that I crashed

Sean B

wed her down the sta

led and I heard a scream of ap

re walking down the street. W reached the bus station