side, so I had nothing better to do anyway...well, I did, but I prom

s at the numbers on the paper. Was thi

locked himself inside the house or I just wasn't paying attention. Anywa

them at the edge of the seat, trying to

ne. I had no new texts, and I was glad. Nate

. I went to the closet and put some socks on, before

nounce that we were having French fries. I ate a b

y in her room and sat down on h

aid coveri

lp me with my out

ght?" I aske

's pa

the oc

to this book club where grandma goes too, and they stay the

s. Harris." I sa

n't care. So! What sh

laid out. They were all sl

th her black wedges. She smiled, and pulled the

and watched her. She

you goin

I'm not

es yo

t even i

ou're coming tonig

in

wear a dress I ho

s. She was gett

dress." I mumbled and watche

ne of my wedges so I'd look somewhat presentable. I didn't want to go to the party or whatever it

was texting someone; probably Nate. I was chewing on my bottom lip, looking at

was plying Temple Run on my phone. I tried to ignore my incr

imed clapping when sh

e street. We could hear the music blasting from his house. The garden was filled

tairs. She turned around to make sure I was followin

e kitchen. I looked around for Kaylee, and saw he

over. I crossed my arms across my chest and shook my head, gesturing to her that I'll j

el

mirking down at me, a lit cig

ng. He was attracti

g a drag out of his cancer stick. I took a

ah." I

bit because

nt a drag?

sponded im

rned around. I looked up to see Nate smirking down at me. He was wearing a red jacket, a white V-neck

g something beh

laughed, an

h, Virgi

d, my cheeks t

and brought the r

throom plan. One hour later, I found out that Jade was actually pretty

that was plugged in the stereo system and wa

too, and suddenly, the topic

ooking at Katherine. Her hair was indeed me

em laugh. I managed to crack a fake smile. They found the f

shag. He jus

nnah nodded and Jade agreed by

Katherine continued. "You know w

The.

down so I looked at the clock on the iPh

could leave. And I was happy

she wanted to leave, when Jake came inside

tes in

p. I just wanted to go home, so I made an escape towards the door

aving a

t say a

couple people left," he whispered in my

my room." Nate'

r more people and I all walked upstairs, after Nate instructe

naked girl posters all over the walls, the bed was un

ly scared. He could clearly see everything I was doin

nd writing all the girl's names on them,

the circle. Everyone was suddenly sober, read

to this...I was inexperienced and if I'd ever get to in the closet

back was placed in the middle of the

he said and pulled the sleeves of his pla

ring, roaming around in his cap. He pulled a paper out and unfold

d eyes with m

nted to die. No way. There was no fucking wa

o

aper, before stuffing

everyone was w

ting his finger towards

Kaylee laughed at h

ight now. Jake guided us to the closet, showing us his phone, which had the timer already set

n the room. "I'll go and bring some drinks and cups,

definitely did NOT want to be alone with Nate in his room, i

oset, those typical American closets in

looked up at Jake who was winking at me as Nate sat dow

the door and I heard him say

ks and cups. Everything was quiet in the closet, the only noises coming from outside, where t

eth. He then let his legs flat against the floor. His ankles touched my hips an

I wasn't scared because of what he was going to, no, I was scared because he was going

en his legs now, my own legs going around him and behind his back. Our chests

spered. "Do I m

d at hi

your heart be

d along my thighs slowly, befo

voice from outside. Nate rolled his eye

r, his lips brushing my ear lobe, causing chills to run all over my

issed a boy, Ren

ly, not trust

w m

is waist as he pushed me into the wall. I could feel hi

d his alcohol brea

is lip piercing felt amazing against my own. He st

t wasn't because I like him, because I didn't, but beca

en the tip of his tongue licked across my lips. I opened them and his tongue sl

nds wandered down my thighs, along my legs and

closet, banging his fist against the door. Nate shuff

d I blushed immediately when I saw that everyone was looking at me. I awkwardly sat do

we go h

e." Nate said and took the papers out of his snapback, crumbli

ent over to whisper something in Sean's

sed his legs, taking a cup, i

Have I Ever?" he asked as he pou

. Nate rolled his eyes and J

ho has, takes a shot. The game ends when some-one's cup is empty. The winner ca

mea

and looked around the circle. "N

k a sip, except of me. Nate winked

Have I Ever had sex with so

frowned. What? He was

Have I Ever kissed someon

for a second before running his tongue across his lip

in this room so badly." Kaylee said and Ja

was full. I was going to lose and judg

been given oral." J

ting to creep me out now. He kept staring at me,

asm." Nate's voice rang and h

one drank except

say something, but Nate leaned towards her and whisper

I Ever pleas

take a sip. Nate gulped and sm

n. "Never Have I E

t didn't drink. I scratched the back o

Ever got to

ven though it wasn't true. No one had ever touched me

ty." Nate stat

ke asked and I blushed, letti

hated myself for be

I can dare you

all over my body

ou to sno

in a disgusted expr

rine didn't seem to m

right?" Katherine aske

s too awkward. Every guy in th

on mine. It felt weird and uncomfortable. I left my hands

r my lips, but I pulled back. Was I supp

ntinue, but I shook my head. I

rting a bit from the alcohol I consumed tonight. All I wanted

we should leave. Don't w

lly wanted to leave this party. This

the place was dead by now. A huge mess dominated the whol

nd I were the last ones to leave, because sh

rting to pa-nic. An earring was missing. Shit, no. P

passed by me through the door,

ost an e

you look for it?" she as

find it quick." I turned to Nate, pa

arted picking up t

y 1pm, so my grandmother had to come

ges. I searched literally every single inch of his

h, searching for something under the couch. I stood in fron

ince he was holding the small pi

ou were look

to grab it, but he pulled his hand

t, I dare you

hed.

hand into his back pocket and pulled a small piece of paper. It w

s the e

ed his palm. "I'm n

. I needed

of water?" I asked. I wanted

en before turning around to

bbed a glass from the table, before leaning

the paper in my hand. I opened it, out

i

ick my name out

turn around to know that he was right behind me. He pushed

spered into my ear, send

ha

ed at t

ng around and showing him the pa

to the small paper i

did I lie?" I asked pu

smi

've got to second

t move and inch. Even with the five-inch boost fro

know that?"

were so flustered...so...pu

n bothered by the

ever bee

picked up as I

ea

repeated, his hands

d me on the counter, moving so

been so close t

I said

knees, running them up to my thighs. Everywhere h

I thought he was going to kiss me,

r earring back..

wha

re with me. Five turns each

y. No

ld think, my

ka