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I felt a presen

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, looking me straight in th

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staring at me that way? Because it does not ha

ok at you. I feel like I'm drea

to touch me. Feeling rather awkward, I

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's real

aw my name followed by ❤ on the screen. Just like I did for his contact, he

and then I saw a smil

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ls reall

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t myself, I heard his voic

ning gaze. Out of the blue, he grabbed m

e able to do this," he said. As he spo

had the feeling that my legs had never been as shaky as they were at that moment ... And despite it all, I felt like I had found my home.

was so stupefied by his pulling back all of a sud

?" he asked me,

" I replied, coming

ly aware of the effect

this enchanting effect. Even when we ch

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o the kitchen. He returned shortly after wi

ed in surprise, with m

were French and that yo

y cook it?" I as

that cooking isn't one of them. I ordered from a caterer

uddenly struck me... He wasn't arrogant when he said he was good at a

said, imitating him. "Definitely, humilit

d, lau

ave been chatting with for weeks;

nally met him. I was just overexcit

king tomorro

p.m. It's rath

onight?!" he asked enthus

nk that's a

that's what scares you. I'll save that for later

I hissed,

t do you think? I could pick you up after work!

ently, you can't do

ed at my

spend my last week wit

sed hi

ly crossed my fingers

spend the week with y

kly removed my fingers from his, embarrass

d than me. I managed to relax,

earnestly and asked, "Eli, why would you be interes

e the fact that he was technically out of my league. So the fa

'll try to be as sincere as possible.

e this was something I could have done. I have to tell you, that's when I started to take interest in you. Then a

miled to myself. However, I didn't

it was for me to talk to someone for once who isn't with me out of interest. Add to that the l

g those last words. I wante

he feeling that I wasn't mistaken; there is actu

ay some kind o

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on the balcony?" Eli asked me when

" I replied wit

ask you. Do you

be upset if

, not

ot for lack of research. I did ind

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ind of keywords

k me if I t

hild, putting on

ver laugh at y

a deep

Eli rock member band, plus a unique r

ing, which made me fee

hat I am a psychopath, and I didn't hide it from y

at you. It's just that wh

rrace, where we sat on a swing. I was speec

!" I ex

ites here are

ked abruptly. "Guess that's

me with a g

am Eliott Judd. And to answer the questions you asked me, I was born on January

, I covered my mouth with my hands. My fu