ter, ruined me in the cruelest way, and killed my soul brutally like there is no tomorr

Isabella wanted me in all the ways I want her to have me, I wanted to feel a woma

I want but I am

torments my sleep every night. My phone has been buzzin

d I do something wrong? Pl

my phone down, it lights

you are killing me

she gives me those butterflies that flutter in your stomach, she makes me finish my sentences the wrong way aro

hower. Just as I get up to go to the bathroom,

ay are yo

my room. I am standing in my boxers, on my one leg lean

AY NO WHAT

ming down her face. I can hear her voice tremble as she tries to

what ha

e starting to come to surface. I can see the look in my

se answer me.

to say, nothing I will say to her will

ease tal

ee the horror in her eyes as she watches me. This is my

ly, I

night. We could not fall back so we had to go through town. The road we went down was not swept for mines yet. Our

r before s

ot...could they n

s pretty messe

hy did you n

were going to act and wh

id it h

oyment, three

tomorrow. She cries, no not cry, she whales, it is the worst sound I have heard in months, I though

tell yo

t ready. You know wha

you going

is why I am here, so I

to the core, get like a

t I love then I do

, I am s

talk, after she leaves, I make sure to

et dressed, my phone buzz

type of man? You don't kiss a girl l

I am going to fall and I am going to fall hard for her. And soon I am going to want her in ways w

e my way out to the kitchen to grab some much-needed

, you won't go wrong if

ou dad that it is n

u intend on doing

l decide what I want to d

to step in for I can see

rd this conversation

conversation every day. Wai

g into medicine. The closest I am getting to medicine is the painkille

et me something from

o grab somethi

y leg. It is bruised up bad from a

Matt is now sitting and watching some crime series. This is so going to grind my f

zes again. I

ain't coming to me th

at is at least what I think until s

e," Matt says as he gets up. "I wi

"Look at Matty boy bei

chick then Matty

ave run out of

, there is always

be any more different than an apple and an orange. Who

hit from the front door but

He slaps me ag

id?" I slap h

pposed to s

ap me in the first plac

girlfr

have a gi

t you were snogging at th

I forget, old Betty? So wh

sold

floor and every movi

abe

ell when I checked

e you do

k why my soldie

" I warn him playfully even thoug

u don't want this one I

abella's face. "Let's guess he is one of

ou dead ri

few stories about this boy." Matt

to yourself if you don'

offee soldier," Isabella says. "

see. Grab a chair, I wi

come show up here all good looking like that, the woman has got my

of the oven, and make my way back to the lounge. Her clever ass made sure to s

what you boy

ith our father."

I just lis

Maybe I should have phoned you then cause there s

I was

at

hand you type with? What t

ng because I am going t

get running, Elle is waiting for me

him, he is out the front door

is going to want an explanation for what happened yesterday. So w