ay, the look in his eyes, when she asked him out. He looked disgusted and totally off it. That's what she's been so scared of. Being rejected. Shithead! Who would want her anyway, she's pretty. Plump

ut What isn't there to like about you, you're smart, you're sweet, you're...you're.. well there's something good about you." "You're worse than Ray." She slapped her hands of her. With a playful glare. Speaking of Ray, what would he be feeling, she just ruin their relationship of ten years. She couldn't have just concealed it, like she'd always done. Pretended she never like him. Now she had made the situation difficult for them both. She was about replying Barbra when a customer enters, she shut her lips and turn to the customer. "Duty call" Barbra whispers in her ear. The day ran quite fast, and they had being so busy attending to customer which rarely happens on a normal. Monday, well it could be because Ethan was here yesterday, that was it. She snapped her finger. Though she keep staring and wishing Ray would pass through the door. But he didn't. Not even his shadow. Guess she was right, she had pushed him away. She hit the spoon on her head. Stupid! She was stupid. "Okay?" Barbra gave her a questioning stare. She nodded with a small smile. And turned away from her. And finally they were done from the day. She took her purse. And pulled her uniform away from body... "Bye Elly baby." "Bye." She waved at Barbra and waited for her to get into the bus, she waved again and Barbra waved back and until the car bus took off. She watched solemnly towards her own path, dragging her feet with her bag slung on her shoulders. Ray. She missed him. This was all her fault. She opened the door and enters. Throwing herself in the couch, and shut her eyes. Her life, humph! She couldn't even say anything about it. All she need was a change. A good one, which she would be happy and free. With lots of money. "This is the rathole you live?" She snapped her head quickly, too grateful it didn't break. At the density which she had snapped it. She was standing beside the door, examining the house. The word was hanged in her throat, she keep blinking her eyes at the intruder, she didn't shut the door while she came in. "How did you get In here?" "You left the door wide opened. Excepting someone?" "Non of your damn businesses. What're you doing here?" She yelled, jumping