hreshold of the kitchen,and

oceeded slowly from her back, m

surprise when I

ious girl! You would have

er maids smiled at us.Hugging

her scent

n't you used to my sne

aced her hand on my he

entle as s

time? Neil gave you the

m saving his ass one last time. Or he

it's

id and mom looked a

e again! The Reeds are alr

e my head at it, she is really

, making her widened

n momma..

ot it.

d on her chest, ta

and look back

..what all is done

.................

ted discussion with Ben sitting next

s hands, sounds of bullets being

lus he has earned this. We can't be

ing Mrs Reed who lo

here. Who will take care of h

st me on this. We are not discussing

s Reeds lips,as she l

he dishes on the table

at me,the usual excitem

hter! Come !

her asking the mai

u start, I am he

en ,he paused the game a

ave my f

the cover from the dish

nd he turned around to look a

best! What would

gotten,as he pulled t

ed at him wit

me Ben. Don't st

mom ! This

e Neil an

ll not be joining us for lunc

or an extra

ead. Making him to tur

at hur

yself to wh

ll you learn to kee

looks back

saying som

..mom...

and turns to

at me

aron downstairs. The boy has been

even come infront of him. We never talk.. never and a

s Reeds

My food is

es,he knows how Aaron's presence keeps m

s shoe he screams and co

atting my eyelashes and of

happen

hich Ben replies awkwardly,

... noth

un up the stairs,my footstep

music blasting

nd jazz,they ar

loves horse riding ,

harp he leaves for a jog

n shake at 7:20 and ha

d hazelnut coffee is his favour

an these

olding myself, focussin

asy for some,but for me

h courage,I kno

debated on knocking a

up

knock when the musi

do

s waiting

minutes,not kn

ath I turned his door handle

oking around,I almost had a heart atta

ush ups, with

pped down everytime ,eyes fo

you,he also goes for a

king out to let out some

now,Mrs Reed was not happy with him l

or say. Rubbing my hands in awkwardness,I ke

n in a blush and hear

I call him? He will not

make my presence known when h

wear hair, his back muscles s

hot! Now I can see why

t. My

g his palm , wit

elper? But he

rry, he thinks it's

tart taking small s

now, go before he fin

Towe

this time ,voice laced

diately ,af

in a corner and pick it up

it in his hands and he roughly pulls

ce and neck , cleani

ness Robert. I asked you to get

ck behind my ear and l

ing standing the

e,even though it wa

yes fell on the glass of ju

uld

my trembling fingers ,I

mirror , rubbing his h

forward,I offer

idn't notice and I m

ped and fear e

is eyes focussed on my shakin

**

e glass and that's when ou

the glass would have shattered into piec

d and that's when his cold gr

instant and my mou

m calm to angry and I gul

abruptly , mak

e you do

d coated in irrit

n short circuited as I

small fake laugh. People say my smile is beautif

n that I couldn't

lacing down the glass on the side t

s move between his angry

ke a burning flame is

nothing...I

p back, seeing hi

me, clouding my se

mmering a

though his eyes were

asked me to call you. Everyone

inute. Just stares and I look d

hand through his hair, ign

back , wonderin

this scholarship,now that he

om wo

g me and I don't

to me,he hates

ally aski

t want you to leave. But you

ck on his bed, and

the ceiling,lost

m one leg to another.

e? Will he co

I go downstairs,t

l, with arms plac

ect from the side and his dar

d he looked up at me

ashamed of ca

hing

I move my

ing there l

n le

e an obed

e like this in

stupid Ezra,not that he

when he calls for me.

vate property. Don't enter wit

hands in front of me and nod, ju

top to bottom ,look of det

t o

old voice and I tu

ar him whisper,his words like sh

ave to see her fac

amount of hatred he had for me,mad

int out of his room l

wards me,why does my pr

f, I was still weari

s fine

anything that w

id he look

en it

and taking this in mind,w

rain on it ,from helping m

tucked out fr

d in dirt even though I had pol

ke my head and cont

for him like others, this i

ly and I just shrugged my sho

ilence well and ask

e doors to the dining room opened

th eyes fixed on others. He walks w

e ruffles his hair and Ben hits

he looked at me

the subject of thos

n us Son, Ezra child can

into the kitchen and heati

s perfect ,even the alignmen

t in fron

to eat. Taking the first bite ,

dy for tomorrow So

have managed

ished immediately,he

seemed to

s fork ,he star

se don't b

nd your father never listen to me,

om

s voice low

ave any relative there! You are merely 19

om continuing. Holdi

big boy now,he can t

kid anymore. I am 19 for god sake.It's just f

ut

ease! F

her hands in the

er and Son duo try

n go! But I n

up in a smile,one

thin

calling me for even one day ,I promise to

m his seat ,an

se Mom.

, she holds Aaron's face in he

our happiness A

and Ben and me look at each o

gs..ahhhh

y arms around his neck,I hug him

uh? Come on ,I w

e I hold him tightly ,he calls to Mr

His eyes and his stare does something inside me and I

is mom ,he again

ow long will I se

rs without seeing his face and f

or him ,and wish he ge

I will be waiting fo

now right now will be very differ

ice right now,it will

e still has scope t

to only draw cracks but ne