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silent in

the birds outside with t

ts good weather may be to go out

ask to wa

ked or to be tired since the do

ot allowed to be tired since this he

that needs to be replaced or

octor told me that I need to h

was the only problem. the

s, I don't have to choose an

agile, sick one but she didn't give up and

e each other since my dad was not with us. Si

emember that time, I still heard

run and the face of fe

the palace come and tried to talk to my mom. The man who said my dad's

just a kid even the former king, my father criminal or a sinner still I will be a choice to be a crown since my uncle can't have a child on his own. The both of them, his wife have a problem and

y dad lose his life an

revenge on my uncle the

never forget the sins of that basta

hat restrains m

d, for almost 5months (come

time I up, and the doctor came

no news about the donor so

take advantage of this tim

through (it's a monitor room) I open it t

, I came into the room he has been

g in there and see

e chair first then

le at his sleep like he

while looking at this man I did not notice the machine

uation. I wanted to call some doctor

e and all was in pain but his eyes say otherwise he worried about me

he wants to say to me whlookinglook at me

going out of my room w

ch for him, I help him sit up before I give him a glass of water then he looked at me

voice but he

must go back,

ed at me an

all a doct

at him so he can hold it, and the man hol

he man said, after he ask

ecame stubborn, I don't want to follo

octor then let me stay here, let m

ide of his bed, so I get up t

t today," the man said like he have

ere was something that helps him breathe, but his eyes say always glad t

ry day since I came for him, he slept for long, 4to 8 hours, I wait or I walk in this room in and out witho

k him or mine on my heart, I go to the man's roo

come bored at all, like I

new heart to beat in my chest, besides rev

his name is me, Rayleigh, he lo

e didn't speak up, he just change the topic, e

is illness witho

eason was every time I sneak out, there was always

chine connected to him

o come in that room, and the few days, Mr. Rayleigh was transferred to ICU

ine, so it's so far to m

sneaking out, and I know it's dangerous to me too tired or does anything that's

t happen to Mr. Rayleigh, kn

eart slowly beat affected me so much, so the do

ve a heart yet

ime I fall asleep, I am too weak

I admire, and I like (yes, I like him as a big brot

I was worried, who k

there was a donor who donate his heart, but we need

and I know I wil

it wh

started, since the heart

e donor I want to kn

it takes 20- 22 hour

it fits well, the operation was a suc

about Mr. Rayle

e, and my mom

nce I am talking about

to me after he ta

where is me Rayleig

ked at me sa

on" she squeezes his h

y operation and the heart that has now was from Mr. Rayleigh who donate his heart to me, the only

t betrayed and like I won't faint at an

nic and c

, I lost h

lef

putting my hand in

unf

he never heard my pl