why I am in a bad mood. If it weren't for the fact that we have

g asked thoughtfully when I did

felt like a lit

ows me well, compared to mama. Mom only comes home once

ruation?" She suddenly a

ea

d down in front of

ave a boyfriend, don't let your boyfriens do you all the way. You've already a wom

really very s

first menstruation. Ofcour

s to be able to start my own business, " I took a bite of the bacon and drank

y especially now that she's buil

went in class. I was lazy to walk to t

oom when I passed by an empty room.

g, now i

over the woman. The woman was confined to b

splay Of

tion when they heard th

. Like, I did'nt see them. After a

pityful. When I passed I heard the woman giggle.But someone grabbed m

njoyed kissing the girl'

up my

es

nicked cause so I leaned

d huskily Damn shit!

was sh

was even more surprised when

caped from Sebe. Damon's collared hands were shaking.

hat's h

ery nervous now. Wh

ket. I don't know but I am nervous becau

serious immediately. "She has blood stain so I'll just te

I feel so viscous? Is that why I seem disgusted? God, I

d not

ip. When I looked up I saw Da

tened as he

leaving

vulgarly. Other students are stil

still shy, I c

an d

g sleeve he was wearing in front

me." He said seriously and walke

elf to obey him.I just followed him and he opened a door in a building near the lib

d to someone while I was just

There are bookshelves on the side and there is a door

ank you." He said on the other line and turned off the phone.

omen should know. It's p

ided bottled jui

ed an

uh

I know it hurts.

has a lot of woman huh? I

Sebe's office a plastic napkin and

ing to do if he doesn't come earlier? Wi

what he said. I immediately wen

wild animal. I'm so

*

rds describe my life before. But now I

times I saw Sebe at school. Even

t?" Kylie's question bro

ng Natalia !!" Jen excl

ht and people dancing and swaying anywhere on the dancefloor that seem to

lue boracay drink. We're here in

not.Tell me what's bot

ng right? I know these past few

because my brain and body are beaten by my studies and reading b

?" Jen persuaded me and she clunge

ess mistake.

on next to Jen who was almost only looking at me. Such an

led when Kylie came closer to me and w

s really a

k. Just enough for us to hear each

not

" She shrugged."But we don't know yet. Ho

d time to talk about such a house. The B

ime," I excused myself so that Ky

e type to be sweet or you'll immediately find emotion. I'm used

ed, I have lost my chee

's d

when Kylie stood up

I also got up because the t

mes as well. I used to drink only mild dr

n't want to look like stupid b

or a while, I forgot being me. We're l

" Jen shouted. So I laughe

when I saw above a bulk of

e dance floor. He was holding a cup of wine in his hand leaning against the rai

s clinging in Sebe firmed arms. My breathing suddenly tightened s

t can I really expect? I lost my appetite to dance so I excused to Kylie to let me

hurting? Do I have a right to feel this? The c

It should not be like this. I

he man who was looking at me seriously

The beauty of his body was scratched. His both hands i

d walking and he slowed down a

e?" He asked ,le

rrowed at his

t. "Why? Is the bar yours too?" I don

me like he's surprise by my sudde

drinking," he tol

you a while ago and now this is what

said recovering. Before

e you." I can feel the

u have no obligation to me." His jaw

th you," I added. I don't c

plained that why he's with a woman. Duh. B

't know who you're with."

the pain of seeing him with someone else?

orry. Why ar

stion and immediate

mn

just want

lled me closer for a

u want to? It won't happen again." I

my hair and

his hug co

beats differently when we are so close. Why are we l

ome. I didn't bother to look at Sebe even t

gate of our house he also did

d. He bit his lips and nodded."I'm going."

and gestu

commanded and

re fucking genius! Don't be stupid. I moved to sit on his lap. Is he re

aned his forehead against my forehead. I inhaled his bre

be angry?

I re

all

"Really."

y forehead. I close my eyes emphatically. My

s on my nose and g

on my lips. Damn! I could f

h." He said bet

! His lips were so soft that it seemed deliciou

by what he said. I felt him smi

entered my mouth. His tongue explored

d on my body. We are so close. I don't want

int. But I don't want to compare

f how I feel about him. I don't kn

me in your house , ple

at each other. I wil