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his pain was – he needed me just as much as I needed him. I was not about to lose myself, even if everything around me pointed to it. Alpha had said, no- he had declared that I never show my wolf to anyone. As if being rejected and called a freak wasn't enough, adding to the string of misfortunes, I was now an outcast, nothing different from a lone wolf. That same night, my parents took m

The pain in my chest, now a dull throbbing- reminded me of my painful state as a rejected wolf. Tears welled up in my eyes when I recalled how the pack members did not waste time in throwing insults my way. Were they the same members that greeted me with smile

e was a male wolf, he was part of me and I couldn't ch

ould manage the pain. The pack bond would assist in the pain, otherwise, I would be dangerously close to being a rogue wolf and that wouldn't be a good thing for me .Rogue wolves,

on my cold bathroom floor and the next, my father w

, you are moving ou

re him ready to beg him for a ch

't do this to me!" I begged, I couldn't bear ho

we have to live with the fact that you are some sort of freak? Please if you care for your mothe

el? I too am hurt, Dad please!" I begged

o the lake, you are lucky Alpha did not cast

even my father?" I asked, hoping to cause him th

u're told." he said and left, le

out and maybe end this nightmare, I was wrong. When all my three bags were at the front door, my mother stepped out of h

apologized. Maybe if I apologized then

u stay here, Alpha will kick us all out and your father is way too respected. Can you imagine how he feels, how I feel? Please, give us space. " my mother said. Once agai

here my car was and pilled everything inside. I drove out of my parents front yard and straight for the pack borders that were half a

me in anger, too tired to react, I dropped my head as low as I could while driving and rushed to my new home, if I could call it that. As I drove, I passed all the places I liked hanging out, including the training grounds. I also passed the bonfire site which

mbined bathroom, and a living room that doubled as a kitchen. I couldn't sleep in all that filth, so instead, I slept in my car that night, or at least I tried to. The morning wasn't too far away but my life had taken a dramatic turn in less than four hours. I wanted to cry, but it seemed like I had shed all the tears I had left in me. I tried laughing, but there wasn't anything

e heartache. It would take some time before I healed, he on the other side would have a new mate by the new moon, it would be like I never existed. He would get the Luna of his dreams and I could o

ease. " I silently prayed

*****

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althy and powerful Luna so we could have the most powerful clan. I wasn't going to let a local freak ruin it for me. When my parents asked who I wanted as my Luna, I did not hesitate but give them the name I had lusted over. When I told my parents why I picked her, they agr

e some time, are you okay with being un-mated?" My f

na then no one will. With time Val will just be a name and I ... I wil

ways make me proud." My father said. He was an easy man to please and to fool

y. " I replied and

e was rather painful. I knew there would be some sort of pain but I had no idea it would be this painful. My wolf had hollered in pain the moment I ha

old my wolf. He went silent but the pain in my chest had only intensified.

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