a's

undredth time. Elijah never listens, Anette and him both just love playing outside not g

ve of

y mom was right. I'm a slut, a whore no one cares about. And she was right once again. I never had f

ng his time, I'm very happy that I m

ed him. Today he finally turned three but honestl

love momma.

e that. I'm so happy don't get me wrong but I kn

I looked at him in the

u and your son." Anna came shouting from outsi

t friends I made when I moved here. They are happily married and have a three-year-o

asked knowing that Elij

s old today." Anna was shouting and she didn't notice that Elijah

Marko helped me keep him. Anna is like a mother to him and she is def

is always u

--" Before I could finish

king Anna angry but she just started l

babies." She said cl

rying so hard to act angry he even rolled his

il I added " You are my cute baby boy." He rolled his eyes and looked

thday boy?" Marko s

at he forgot how to actually speak right. Anna and I both start

elling Marko or any other guy what I say to him, but it's actually not his fau

--" Marko paused. What the fuck was he even

ad! Se

hate you Marko Hendricks I

ut his father. But what can I do if he doesn't exist for me anymore? Every time he asks this question it's goin

when Elijah

he finished the sen

rko mouthed 'We so sorry.' And I just smiled at then giving them

**

h right now." I

be the death

times for the last ten minutes. So I walked to his room and I found him alrea

lashb

n let's leave." Benjami

coming downstairs "Benji let's leave I'm ready." I said after a few minute

ing Fia.

want you to blame me again." I quickly went back upstairs and jus

of flas

my bed and just like every other morning h

's not eight yet it's Sunday,

lijah was born the day before Marko's birthday, and his

lieve I didn't

rt and pants out for him and went to bath him. After that, I dressed him up and gave him porridge bec

*

he birthday boy?" I a

is but I seriously don't have a gift for him." She is crazy, b

es from work." So we both got up and tol

nna, you the wife."

know he loves them." She replied

" Anna gre

s today." I know if Anna had a gift for him today then she would've been p

me I know people would probably thinkI'm rude and he was talking to his wife o

Marko asked but we just hang the

**

is fine. "No Sofia babe, it's not fine. You know how Marko is if it's not what he likes then he won't wear it to on every spe

n my life is my baby boy." The regret I got after I said that, is something

ially your ex! I won't forgive myself please." She said that almost sounding as if she was p

night. The regrets, somet

Anna. We have been gone

ked and knowing her too well I knew that l

workplace?" I asked and s

d of elevators because of one the day she got stuck, she could've died that day if the emergency people didn't come in tim

go. Let's see who reac

g Anna." I asked because I don't wa

said he already checked on Marko." She said

na run to the stairs, she is very fast and I know s

rying to get ready to start pressing the number I want to go to so I co

. I can't believe he ruined my mood. This man really made m

shole, and secondly I didn't w

is, does he fire people just like that, now I know what Marko meant by no

ts Mr asshole." I said that trying to play him, what

but I knew he just wanted to know my name

d finish saying my name he t

!!" He

eart stopped bea

nd six months. Even though it took three fucking years and si

said stopping the elevator. I can't believe I lost, Anna won. But I don'

ot SIX YEARS." I pushed him away from me

uck were you thinking humiliating me like that?" He asked me questions about what happened long before I married him, but I know if he knew the truth he wou

ll just go back to the place I have been trying to get away from for years. My

ecause he keeps stopping it, but t

ll find you. Until you give