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d how I looked laying helpless on the kitchen floor, drained of life and light but this people could care less how I looked or how I felt, they have made that known to me countless times over the

directly wrong baffled me at times, it was like they had a certain rage before the tragedy and that event had

d her stare made me feel more disgusted with myself, if only I was privileged to at least have a good and nice bath, but all my privileges had been taken away from me, the d

down inside me , I wanted a mate that would love unconditionally with all my flaws. The spirit of my parents lived inside me and I hear t

s, was this the purpose she had for

the kitchen but not without sparing me a sa

ked at me with pure hatred "You are just like your moth

lways had an affection for my father. My mother once told me that my fathe

and even to today she remained unmated but not celibate. Vera was the real pack whore but she had always blamed her predicament on my father , she blamed him fervently for trick

n and my nose" Vera spat again as she dragged me from the kitchen

lege and I would grab the opportunity, I am well aware that Vera would not allow me take my time to properly take my bathe. So I immedia

am but I couldn't my throat wouldn't let it out, I felt like I was choking like a chord had been wrapped across my neck and it was tightening itself each passing seconds and more

to pass when I heard the loud b

ear Vera shout angrily from

ink before I marched to open the bathroom door. "Here" Vera slapped the dress against my chest "wear it and get out now. I am doing

uties had always been to clean the kitchen after every meal was prepared, I have never been

t the best , neither was it new but it would do perfectly, my former dress had already resembled

on the dress and

st me, it would not be death, death would be a privilege, a gift and Redsand pack as no interest in

wasn't strong enough and I have no allies. It would be to my disa

t looked more beautiful, more modern, a lot has really changed in three years, the world had changed while I have been stuck in one position. In the past my family and I sat at the table at the right hand of the Alpha's tabl

st Tora in serving the Alp

tten about me left me at the hands of the wolves he commanded. I wondered if he would recognized me today, a part of me wanted him to , I wanted him to see the pain he had made me lived

esence among them in the halls. They are surprised to see me, I have graced there pr

e and this time Alpha Samuel had noticed my presence

or pull then I am sure that I am not his mate , none of the

nd his mouth was scrunched up like he wanted to say some

friend and as I looked into her eyes I could see sorrow radiating from her

boomed across the silent halls, the wolves

of the halls, was he hoping I would be dead, he was the one that dumped me

the power radiating from him told me that h

Alpha announced ever loudly like as if reminding the pack of my stai

ha's Kaden pregnant mate?

nt it was" Alph

aden spared her life "

ying for her sins properly" the Alpha responded, My sins !, My sins

Alpha Leonar

e had been like a second mother to me all those years before the tragedy, she had consoled me when my mother passed and she held so much love in her eyes

r family, the once Gamma, Gamma Eric was now the new beta. A lone tear slipped out of my face as I departed from their presence back to the servers stand and thankfully Vera had no use of m