I
y difficult to find whom to sp
go my way because I'ld never open my heart to anyone again' funny how t
there's no Jared, no new partner, and no feelings for anyone. I'm all by myself be
' it crashed few months ago and destroye
things to the next level. Perhaps, I would have been a Mrs by now but unexpectedly, the app malf
h out to other loved ones because I have known them all my life;they were
t very difficult for me to move on or love someone else perhaps because it's more or less a rebo
hard, now I'm hesitating to love again but this time, it
rrr
-
exhausted after a very hecti
freak, like I see many people g
he returned for another layer of Make over. Guess what happened to the prett
ww
I don't know how or wha
e of a s
ush in the bathroom, a single pillow on my giant spacious bed meant for two and FEMININE too
rested on it for a while before pulling off all of my cloth
e's what entertains me whenever I'm bo
ably, powered on my phone and sw
application for everyone and it's not even a dating app. Well, I chat with only two people here; Adams and Evelyn. They are my colleagues and my best fr
tired, and I won't c
up and down through
rst post I came
w your Wedding pictures looks like? Here they are; Lo
ng out the beautiful pictures though. Woah! The bride's
r a wedding gown to an alter al
anniversary post but there was
h
stop searching for it here and there and
hecking out the pre-marraige photos taken at the beach, at a res
ng it until my lips came in con
apped at myself and threw awa
inued to scroll up bef
next
caught making out in the restroom while
covered my mouth,
ey just couldn
a min
post I scroll across about We
ome thing about a Bride and Groom. Then I suddenly remembered I intentionall
ionally but it's not like I joi
can't be two old ladies bearing same last name. I must have been s
" This wedding and marriage epistles
w the group righ
in just when I was about to cl
ly, Evelyn or
reply the message but surprisingly the m
ering my eyes at the screen trying
ever, everinvolve myself in any online conversation with unfamiliar guys because somehow it might en
y message" Another message from Janet Johnson popped in an
dear" I
as your day? " She respo
se she might then ask why it was stressful, what I do for a living and I
. Thanks" I replie
Janet" She int
sent, uni
d at chatting
ked and I begin to wonder if she's someone clos
king of what answer to give
loving husband" She sent this and I scorned enviously; her photos looks young and she was sla
ith four kids', I mimicked
h that? Who cares, why
message but sh
member of the
P&GM? " I cu
Partner & G
joined and it's bringing me video
rried? " Janet J
urts me emotionally, does my uploaded pictures looks
delay before responding wit
"N
responded i
quickly to my messages? Am I the onl
the couch non-challantly but I had to p
brating my 20th year in my swee
with your husband and take good care of your four chi
way too and send it to her but you kno
t's all I co
; why aren't you married? Your pictures don't look under twenty. S
e
vate reasons!" I r
ause; I'm a matchmaker, I can help you find Mr Right wherever he is, Like I've just said ... Nineteen years in ma
e's an issue between both of you and it's probably what'
ead the long text. Didn't I ju
th this girl? Woman,
r. She's tryna force
ll her about my love l
she is when it comes to the Subject LOVE. All I know is that
I'm feeling so tire
ncluded with a-fee
We'll continue from where we stopped at, t
t last text neither will I chat
asn't active. By the way, what's with she and Adam?
a friend to chat with, not Ja
h the Gistfeed till Adam and Evelyn are bac
hnson wa
out loud; no n
ection instantly, powered off my ph
me pl
ll is Jane
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