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Chapter 9 FRESH PASTURE

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le voyagings and visitings in which more happily-placed children are able to indulge. The change to St. Renny, although in the same county, was a great one, for whereas Cloom l

s and more liberty of spirit, for at school every boy works out his own salvation or the reverse. Not being shy, Ishmael had no inner terrors to overcome-only a feeling for self-defence which was the outcome of his anomalous position. The Parson hoped and thought there would be no disagreeables about that at St. Renny; the headmaster, of course, knew of it, but of the boys, those adepts at torture, none happened to be from the furthest West. For St. Renny still bor

was to open so often for him in the years to follow. He was filled with an inarticulate wonder at the knowledge that it was to be so, and it occurred to him for the first time-

e should be shown round by one Killigrew. Old Tring added that he, Ishmael Ruan, would be sure to like Killigrew. Ishmael doubted this; somehow, waiting there in that still room, whose tranquillity seemed so much of its essence as to be more than a mere absence of noise, waiting and gazing at the strip of sunlit High Street that seemed lambent by contrast with the dimn

without past or future. It seemed to him that nothing would ever move again in the dim room, where for this fraction of a second everything was motionless except the dust motes that danced in the beam slanting through the low window, wreathing this way and that like steam within the strip of brightness, but ceasing to be visible at the edge as sharply as though they ceased to exist-as though an impalpable line ruled in the air would not allow the twisting coils to

the feeling that time was once more in motion, like a vast clock whose pendulum has stopped for one beat, only to resume its swing again. At once it became possible that

owing whiteness. Killigrew, red-headed, freckled, standing with an air of surly self-protection, suddenly raised his light lashes to give the sweetest smile Ishmael had ever seen. Always, even in moments of irritation, it was to remain with him as illuminative of Kill

e new angle to which he was already responding, that Killigrew would have been disgusted rather than impressed. Once in the courtyard, the freemasonry of young things released from the pressure of grown-ups drew their eyes together. Unconsciously Ishmael thrust his hands into the trouser pockets of his new serge suit, in imitation of Killigrew, whose swagger was really a thing inimitable. Something stirred in Ishmael which had hitherto been unknown to him; it was not love, which in greater or lesser degree he already knew-for he was an affectionate boy in his inarticulate way-it was not merely an impulse for friendship; that would have been no alien thing. It was the beginning of that relationship which only masculine creatur

d, and also a part which is out of key with it. Neither is more real than the other, though one is always bigger and more insistent than the other, and in the relative proportions lies every possibility. It was those parts of them which were out of key with the ordinary acceptances that were attuned in Is

for greater glory, chose to assume, though as a matter of fact it was more than likely had permission been asked to keep the beast it would have been accorded, for St. Renny had its reputation as the great naturalists' school to keep up. Half the glamour surrounding the savage pet would have vanished, however, and the secret was jealously guarded, the badger himself, by his unconquerable stench, being the only pers

t to catch, being strong and cunning and armed with terrific teeth and claws, and Killigrew was passionately attached to his unyielding prisoner, not so much for its own sake as for what it represented for him-outlawry, romance, the touch of the

finger and thumb round its neck and another finger firmly gripp

across the moor what they call 'observing the animal creation in its own ha

about them," b

you're a prig. It was all right when it was started because the fellows were keen on it themselv

, quickly made it part of his practice. For his first weeks at school he kept very silent, absorbing its tradition

e robuster natures preferred rod and line, or line only, in the waters of Bolowen Pool to any dalliance with stink-pots and specimen cases. Like far greater schools, it was really run by the traditions evolved by the boys. There were certain things that were the thing and certain other things that were not the thing, and these varied occasionally. One term you simply had to wear a dark blue-and-white tie for going into the to

ore or less, but often they miscalculated the time of her appearance, and then some other couple, by a judicious lagging for a moment or a sudden quickening, achieved the meeting that after all was no more than a furtive interchange of glances, supercilious or almost-smiling on her part, ac

Ishmael achieved this once as a matter of form, and then, having no real interest in it, turned his attention to other matters. On ordinary days the boys had a very real freedom, only limited by the hour at which they must return, and Ishmael and Killigrew nearly always took their rods and spent the half-holidays at Bolowen Pool, rarely catching anything, for th

e same. Only later comes the period of judicious sifting, and by then characteristics, tastes, habits, have unwittingly formed such bias that true poise is almost unattainable. Ishmael's root-ideas were unchanged, but he conformed to all the fads of the school, even, as he became more of a personage, adding t

new world where he might, in the reaction from the first excitement, have been feeling lonely. He was too solidly set on getting all that was possible out of his fresh life. But in his most curious searchings into the likely future as he lay tha

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Contents

Secret Bread
Chapter 1 HIGH ADVENTURES IN A FARMYARD
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Chapter 2 THE MILL
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Chapter 3 THE KITCHEN
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Chapter 4 PAGAN PASTORAL
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Chapter 5 HEAD OF THE HOUSE
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Chapter 6 REACTIONS
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Chapter 7 THE CHAPEL
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Chapter 8 SEED-TIME
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Chapter 9 FRESH PASTURE
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Chapter 10 HILARIA
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Chapter 11 THE PLACE ON THE MOOR
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Chapter 12 SOME AMBITIONS AND AN ANNOUNCEMENT
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Chapter 13 THE WRESTLING
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Chapter 14 A FAMILY ALBUM
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Chapter 15 WHAT MEN LIVE BY
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Chapter 16 FIRST FURROW
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Chapter 17 THE SHADOW AT THE WINDOW
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Chapter 18 LULL BEFORE STORM
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Chapter 19 THE BUSH-BEATING
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Chapter 20 THE HEART OF THE CYCLONE
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Chapter 21 NEW HORIZONS
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Chapter 22 HIDDEN SPRINGS
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Chapter 23 BLIND STEPS
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Chapter 24 GLAMOUR
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Chapter 25 SHEAVES
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Chapter 26 THE STILE
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Chapter 27 A LETTER
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Chapter 28 BLOWN HUSKS
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Chapter 29 THE GREY WORLD
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Chapter 30 THE CLIFF AND THE VALLEY
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Chapter 31 UNDER-CURRENTS
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Chapter 32 THE PASSAGE
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Chapter 33 PHOEBE PAYS TOLL
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Chapter 34 THE DISCOVERING OF NICKY
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Chapter 35 CENTRIPETAL MOVEMENT
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Chapter 36 THE NATION AND NICKY
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Chapter 37 PARADISE COTTAGE AGAIN
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Chapter 38 WHAT NICKY DID
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Chapter 39 JUDITH'S WHITE NIGHT
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Chapter 40 LONE TRAILS
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Chapter 41 WAYS OF LOVE
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Chapter 42 QUESTIONS OF VISION
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Chapter 43 AUTUMN
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Chapter 44 BODIES OF FIRE
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Chapter 45 THE NEW JUDITH
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Chapter 46 THE PARSON'S PHILOSOPHY
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Chapter 47 SOMETHING MUST COME TO ALL OF US
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Chapter 48 THE FOUR-ACRE
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Chapter 49 ARCHELAUS, NICKY, JIM
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Chapter 50 THE LETTERS
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Chapter 51 HESTER
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Chapter 52 REAPING
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Chapter 53 THRESHING
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Chapter 54 GARNERED GRAIN
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