s me he

rks.That punchlines that does not make any sense. I heard them all. I was annoyed but I choose to listen. Those jokes were not laughable but his friends laughed at it. Constantly talking a lot of nonsense that are giving me a major anger issue. That nonsense blabb

een wanting to come out full force and throw it in front of his face. My 8th year old self is always been wanting to carry a spray that contains a pesticide to school, for some bad intru

as extremely mad at him. For unknown reasons. I just felt mad because he constantly bothers my mind. Th

kept seeing him-beca

t even recognize that I was crushing on him. I realized it late. Too late. Like a few years already had passed-before I accepted that I like

iked him. She was just too young to realize that she ha

e will

ion explaining the reason why I am feeling somewhat thankful for the experience. But it was too deep. And if l will compare it to the depths of Atlantic Ocean, it is incomparable. Because the ocean is way more deeper than my own s

rm your life forever. It is still a change. Right now- I might not like to share those deeper yet hidden reasons about the gritty petty sentimental thoughts that I have. I most likely to admit that- I am still not yet ready to

or coordination. The rainbow- all the colors of the rainbow was present. The 7 colors participated with the synchronicity. I have been putting things into deep introspection lately. I h

more egotistical than l

not care if he is not planning in toning it down even just for a little bit. That is his life. He decides for himself. I mean- I do not even want to

to this guy anyway? I mean- I used to not care about him and his whereabouts but he is

t hard. The kind of teases that can really trigger the other person. Some of those- was not even intentionally given to the receiver. But most of it- he meant them. I remember how Jordan got pissed one time because of something he said and they got into a fight where they throw punches at each other, only to be back as friends after the fight. I can still recall how

ce. And I also didn't notice that those boys already went inside the room and the only people left outside was just me who stares blankly on

isper. But-I still want to si