i
uitcase in hand, I looked around think
ut my phone to check the time, "It's too late. Most of the sauna's
na is a very good friend of mine. She's been around since R
fidant I've had since I moved awa
ore answering her call,
and tell me
do y
me so hurry up and
had Ryan called Tina? The least I wanted to d
ecause I knew Tina wasn't going to drop it, I told her
about it, I really did but my mind kept on going back to
together since we'd gotten married or maybe way
ond words that I allowed myself to
shined my way. Getting up from the bench, I brought my
helped me get my suitcase i
ld I outgrow this?. I corrected myself immedi
ou two
think so? Did h
you as clear as water. You went from
est my head backwards, "I
tay at home? Come on homeg
honestly, I just want to sleep tonight if t
t remembered today is your one year annivers
hat I hadn't given it enough thou
r it to come out the way it sounded. It's just that..." I decided it was best to tell her, "Ryan
t shocking news ever but still did her be
lowly drifting off to the sl
s; she'd woken me up, "C
es; I looked a
imbed down from the car as I
as she rushed over to meet
o take my
d sleep. It's been a long day for
ut
me because you and I both know you would have done the same t
oing it" Tina concluded as I try my best to suppress the urge to cry becau
mbraced her ever so tigh
g sorry from today. Hurry up and go
ka
staying. She'll show you to your room.
e up
urned my back at her and mad
on but it was cozy. It was a two story
ther side of the lawn that h
oupled with the white interior of the house and the g
aking my focu. It was then I real
to the second floor and the firs
the maid turn away, I m
ne bed. I stripped out of my clothes ma
athing and he'd be singing songs for me from outside the doo
r maybe while I thought he was te
g to hold back my tears, "Why am I cryi
give into my pain, there and then at the b
e bathroom, threw on clean pair clothes and moved to the
ing eyes on me. It was as if she didn'
ew out; my mouth fi
to do? After the
orking a lot, you know. I intend to go bac
l be going
"Yes, I'll be g
haven't thought abo