a nightmar

er clearly. Everything that happened three years ago was about to swallow me up, and I

me, I could only watch as he came towa

You need to leave, y

see Nina behind me at all, and I felt very sorry for bumping into

to run awa

ghly, not caring whether I would be hurt by him or not. She circled my entire body into her arms, and eve

ent Raphael seemed no different from three years ago, but I was the only one who understood that the gaze he lo

su

uld still feel the sadness and pain. But my throat was caught i

he faint smell of alcohol in his mouth, he may have drunk a lot of wine

r it wasn't

Raphael, and for what happened three years

way his intrusion with my tongue, but this instead made him intensify the kiss, which was deepened, my gasps could no l

d a lot of screaming and shouting. But the clearest sound was the "thump" coming from my heart. My h

ht I would drown d

f me, and I escaped from his kiss,

felt that the three years we apart did not exist and that we w

dignant and resentful voice: "Lena, you're a skilled kisser, how many m

asy and even laughed at

ed you, how can you be so naive

ael probably did not expect that I, who was once

s head, under the gaze of the crowd, away from the place wh

tood how badly

t, and tried to persuade myself not

my face, and my own eyes were already red in the mir

ld go, I saw Nin

hat Nina and I are thi

tly what she wanted to say, probably looking at my lack

ou look r

here didn't seem to be any way to

how ugly my smile was, it

out this right now, but, you know what? That ----

d want to talk

I know you might think he's a bit presumptuous, Lena, but this is a good opportunity, those noblemen o

p with him, even if it's just to screw him, t

el H

rt, watching Nina browbeat me on the sidelines about how much good

Nina, you understand, I had

tentions, but in the end, I couldn't listen to her continue, so

mercy should know better than to let m

n he saw me, and the car door that had

hesitation, I turned around to leave. But what I didn't e

away when you

ngs have long been something that I have not been

nt to let me go, and he held me down in

e night temperature was more or less low, b

is it because you think you'v

probably be about to sleep with w

ent, but I didn't expect

those words were carved into my hea

o vilify him, but these

lover - now treat

blame me? Rafael, what have you ever done to me

in his hands increased as he kissed again without a second thought. I

of my skirt and roughly r

you c

f what reason was, and with a crisp sound, I came back to my sens

d rearranged my alrea

thought that he probably wouldn't do anything more to me after that, but Rafael had a sul

orgot to breathe: "Raphael, whe

e didn't eve

here the hell is

t him incredulously, and the

-moving scenery and was apprehensiv

vent me from escaping, he carried me directly into

wn on the bed. He took off his shirt straight away, and his tight muscular

y. I didn't even have time to stop him before he had torn the hem of my skirt and my chest was ripped open, re

as a toy to be p

ng at me with his aggressive golden eyes, and spoke coldly, "I'm crazy, Lena

s things were even shaking, just kept shaking m

is, and this is the pu