ree weeks since I've been drowning into this pain. There's no time I cry, there's no

he entered my room. She walks closer to

to go..it is ok?" He asked but I didn't respond. I hea

eeks ago, that was what Sahnea always had to say. Because I have no d

nal ------" she suddenly stop

appetite at all, I do not want to worry and burden my brother especially and I am older. She is what I have now

the faucet beside it and the bathtub begins to have water. I felt the coldnes

can experience this disease? Im good, I always put first priority all the people around me before myself, but why is this the replacement? Did I do something wrong? If anything is too heavy? Is it too big for them t

tired, I'm so tired of crying and asking what I miss. As I lift up my head I saw the blade just near the bath tub. Slowly

y own wrist. Bl ** d scattered all around the tub, as I continue to cut my wrist. It was repeated and a few times but I didn't have

Ate sa

so long!" It shouted but I was silent and only the fl

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pped. Will I leave the only person I have for those who hurt me? Did I just leave my sister and let her suffer from the pain as I

C

Her worried and shocked face sta

and then hurriedly took the bath to

are you doin

use it's just me! Just the pain you have! Ate please don't do things such like this! " I saw how worried my yo

I been sorry here. Over and over again because I feel like I'm selfish. I nev

ong n-now ... a-ate w-will get back alread

gh, I'm loveable and definitely worthy. I just spin my life and attention to p

d on me, now I just felt like I was awake again. As I finish, I fix my self and bun my

, obviously just waking up. She e

I said with my sweet smile. She looked at me whil

so much ..." he promised so I faced it and grabb

to wake up and live my life as if it was my last ...." I smiled here. The second time I

ike nothing bad happened. And I think, this is life. We've been undergo pain because it's not always fun. Bu

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of this mall. And yep, we're on the mall because I want to slow down the sarile, for a whil

I asked and he

s here so I immediately p

l, go to the arcade area, and watch a movie in the cinema. It is also f

my old sister is back in my old sister!" Sa

for them, but for you and me Sahnea ..., let's go ho

any hassle. We talk while walking to th

el, .." he

" I prom

ts arrival. All I know is that next mo

e fully recovered, before I make a decis

ned to see who was in

ea asked seriously before bl

talk ..." calmly and

rward and I'm in the middle. After all, it was me and my traitor sister

" I'm co

give them trust and love, but at the end they just cheated on me. I do my best just for

ou just explain, th

It couldn't believe

ally changed?" sarc

ashy sh*tty attitude!" She's my older sister but

hel! I'm still yo

worry because I'm aware again after what I saw." I said while mocking her. I could see the f

u won't respect me anymore! I'm older than y

too? I wonder how thick your face is, and you

to slapped her but she

you!" It

admit the embarrassing you are doing to your own brother?!" I know she's my sister. But knowing wh

r what I did. Bcoz I

to our family .." began to pr

Shantall. I don't need to speak for our family to kno

called the first child of the family disgusted act .." I promis

l because of the pain they caused on me. They c