ella

s was just a start; a dangerous step that might send me to hell. It definitely hadn't made things easier whe

ex works, or how to resist a hot man. On the contrary; what I have faced and lived with almost all of my childhood, up until

k me because I didn't want them to, not because I was searching for a man like my father, as I'd told D

hing about one's mother. I tried to convince myself that it wasn't true. It wasn't until I saw it with my ow

bove all, wanted to fuck me. The hilarious thing is that I used to be the popular girl at school. I'd casual

d, all over my body. I let the boys lick my pussy, and I sucked a lot of dicks. The blowjob was one of my speci

g what my mother often did to my father. I thought that he didn't know that my mother ch

e'd kept the truth at bay in order to protect our family, and I came to respect him

sked me for a date to a fancy restaurant that his father co-owned. When we walked in,

closed my eyes and, in my mind, I fucked the man my father was with. I tortured him sexually and

is cheeks. We were in the middle of the hallway and it was embarrassing. I said

mors that I liked older men, and that I was a porn star. I didn't care

was attractive to my eyes. It must have been fate then, when, on the day that I

mportant meeting, but he had promised to come home e

years, while I'd been in college. Just as I arrived though, I spotted a man coming out

him until I realized that he'd parked only a few meters away. I hid where he couldn't see me and, ste

laughed with a smirk, without any feel of regret. She said, "I'm in love

all along but, if people knew, it changed things. It was at that moment that I decided

op of the pain that she'd inflicted on my father over the years. I collected data about Dr. Dawson, but I did

me and my body scared me half to death – but there was no way to go back. I had decided to make him mine, and that was still the plan. Even if I had to l

a long breath. I waited inside my car for a long time. I wan

ouraging myself that I c

n't imagine my father getting old so early, and all because he had married a whore like m

tly a homosexual, he

me back, faking a polite smile. A minute later, she asked me to go inside.

nervously. He gave me a blank look as if he didn't imagine that I wou

d. "Hel

, Ms." He emphasi

the patient's chair. "Dr. Dawson

ws and said, "Cal

please give me some time. I've been talking with one of my

you tell her?" he asked curiously and st

e told me that you checked my anus and my breasts because you wanted t

l a lie. I hadn't talked to anyone except myself.

r his face and, with a deep si

cond. "I need more time," I said. "I mean, I'm a

wrong w

s made me nervous, and sudden

r been..." I paused, strugg

efore?" he asked. "Is that

been touched everywhere, and I'm the best at giving

ocked and angry, but despite that, he

ductively. I ruffled my hair and said, "I give the best blowjobs e

o now. I can't let myself lose my virginity to someone I don't k

. Suddenly, he locked the door with his hand and said, "Let's talk at l

"Yes, sure. I woul

the elevator together. Once we reached the parking lo

s, it is. Do

might have recognized it. To distract him, I said, "Can

When we arrived, he opened the door for me like a true gentl

d my hormones went crazy. "I like that smell," I

and pulled back. "Bu

h you, and I have no interest in relationships, let alone love. For n