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se. Since mom and dad had decided to turn their business trip into a

e, since it's my responsibility to take care of her as a big brother'. Her company is responsible for the design of our new tech. building. I asked my assistant to

as our architect, but she refused, and mom was in

's point

ew last, though I'm worried about him, and I m

me, send so many voice notes on WhatsApp and WeChat, and visit me at work.

e this evening since our parents will

walked back to my room to do my laundry and Drew's to avoid my mom's screaming, 'Clarissa! Clarissa!! Clarissa!!! Why is your room untidy? You are a lad

ew

about all of this and not get mom and dad worried when they come back. Rissa, please open up. I'm very sorry'' I know Clarissa can be stubborn at times. I've been banging on her door for almost an hour, but she wouldn't bulge, Rissa. There's no way I would have controlled myself if I

e reply, no matter what I said. I've no choice but to get back to my room and think about another way to persuade her. I know my ba

nd get angry at

t I don't do too w

ut of time. Could so

ne more shot

I made those mistakes

mean maybe a coupl

e redeem, oh redeem

e more shot at

too late now

late now t

w that I le

te to say so

baby girl refused to see me, so I

issa

g sorry to me. I had the urge to run out to give him a hug but decided against it and pretended I did not hear, even though my face is as red as a tomato. I know I'm blushing, so I stay in my room all night, allowing my mind to do nothing but remember how Drew's hand felt on my body. My hand was wandering off to my crotch, imagining it was Drew

to pull quickly between my legs. I used my fingers to rub my clitoral area more urgently, imagining it to be

t a finger in my vagina, but I can't

with Drew, not his insult or how he threw me out

weekend, and I honestly did not wish to see Drew around. And I also have to

ding it so difficult to control myself around him, and

ier than all the girls he has been coming home with since I met him five years ago. I snapped out of my thoughts, had a relaxing