s in Vegas, s

ears

ophi

I try to recall Nikki's perfect body and compare myself with her. It's shameful that I

reminds me of how I gave my life, my body, and a fucki

. Sometimes I feel pathetic for missing Caleb. Yea.. I miss

rds the closet to fi

rked hard for this body and I am not afraid to show it off. I have built a new life for myself fr

blessed, an

ve in this mantr

d I see Lena's nu

many things. She is still my trainer

Gorg

boyf

... I was exp

p you a message. She has secured a meeting with Noah. Sh

oduction company when I came to New York City. I could do an

t's easy. There is no way in hell I

o

kle at

he realized I had forgotten everything a

keep it

agr

st of the money aside. It was necessary to keep myself sane. Money can

moral support. We have done fairly well for ourselves a

Noah?" I ask

, "Yes! The

s. To be honest, we can make his life better too.

.. I

pulled this off. A meeting

was the one who helped me to get m

had emptied my house. Technically Lena did. Because I

Las-Vegas. and we all k

ens in Vegas

to deny that

gave me clarity, and seeded a plan for my future. That curse

to her," Jake says and

What are y

am still browsing my closet

hind, "Phone is on

urn

r something hot! We have to Sop

nd nod. Yes

drop!" I promise her pic