min
My vision blurs as tears well up in my eyes, and my c
rating and crushing as if I am simultaneously sheddin
ey could come outside at any moment, laughing, mock
tisfaction. But the moment I
nrestrained, pouring from my bod
breath comes in sharp, gasping stutters. My body tre
, wiping my face with trembling fingers. "It's
isten to logic. It cla
years I wasted, the nights I stayed awake hoping he'd change, a
nged vows, but I had been too blinded by love, to
hange a cheating s
storm toward the elevator, jabbing the
in ragged gasps. The moment the doors close, I press my baut, squeezed so tightly against my che
ble-Maxwell has been unfaithf
my love to his advantage, and twisted my d
ing, the kind of voice that had always made me go weak just listening
listened. I had walked away from a career I loved, c
e was no
ness. I was nothing more than a pawn on his ch
rm of thoughts. I step out into the chilly
jacket. But I guess I was too focused on the scen
he cold. I scroll through my contacts, my vision blurred with f
a.
the first rin
roat closes up. A strangl
lk to me! Wh
. I just-" My voice breaks, my chest heaving. "I just
ence. Then a sharp intake o
my face, though the
firm, urgent. "Take a deep breath.
t see me. "Okay," I whisper
into the back seat, my bod
The hour-and-a-half drive feels endless, every mile stretching
I was overreacting? How many times had
ining things
e so ins
ing parano
me from my downward spi
riented. "Oh.
weak beneath me. The moment I tu
a.
murmurs, pulling me in
gain. I sob against her shoul
rubs my back, and whispers reassurance
makes it bearable. She asks no unnecessary que
y anchor, my reminder
e than anything, confirms what I have known deep do
let my life stop
a place buzzing with Chicago's elite.
ike I am rebuilding something of my own. Tak
en too long since I have let loose, and I want to
outfits with the kind of giddy ex
ed, but thanks to Ava's connecti
drink turns into two. Then three. The music pulses a
the crowd. As I scan the room, my gaze
of mystery clinging to
rt stu
orld slows. A strange, electri
et. Just fo
to send a shive
d shifts, and
trying to shake
hing tell
till w