ara, Barbara who came ba
e rate was finished wailed once feebly and expired in his arms. The Reverend Septimus was weeping over the sorrows of the world. Tears ran down his white but rounded face, for he was stout of habit, and fell upon his clerical coat that was gre
th six children, how was he to buy fresh milk? I ought to have given it to him. I could have done without these new boots till spring, damp feet don't matter to an old man. Bu
ars with the back of his hand,
loving and merciful Christ, help
name first-my selfishness agai
nd perhaps in her turn give life to others. I know I should not ask it; I know it is better that she should go and be with Thee in the immortal home Thou hast prepared for us unhappy, suffe
wiped away another
to ask to be relieved of the burdens of the flesh! Pitiful Christ, visit not my wickedness on me or on others, and O Thou that di
wn over his ears because of the rough wind, an
is healthy, and I tried to think so because it is cheap, though I am sure that this was the beginning of poor little Cicely's last illness. With her broken chilblains she could not stand the snow; at any rate, the chill struck upwards. Well, she has been in bliss three years, three whole years, and how thankful I ought to be for that. How glad she will be to see Barbara too, if it pleases God
swallowed him. He looked at the kind earth of the ploughed field to his left, and wished vividly, for the idea was more familiar, that six feet of it lay above him. Then he remembered that just beyond that sand-heap he had found a plover's nest with two eggs in it fifty years ago when he
at piped through the sere grasses and blew the plovers over him as though they were dead leaves. Where the sun had vanished long bars of purple lay above the horizon; to his excited fancy they looked like th
ut in this place at this hour doubtless it must be a parishioner, perhaps one waiting to see him upon some important matter. He must for
haven't got seven-and-sixpence; also he has an excellent home with that stuffy old woman, if a dull one, for he must miss his walk. Oh! it's you, Anthony. What are you doing here at this time of night? Your father told me you had a bad cold
e, remarkable for his large brown eyes and a certain sweet expression which contrasted s
ooting to-night. In fact, I w
Nothing wrong up a
y should there be an
parson unless there is something amiss, and there seems to be so
but I can't get anything definite from the others, I mean from her sisters
that was eating out this poor father's heart was not peculiar to him; another shared it. In what he would have called his "wicked selfishness" the Reve
ry. Had it not been a matter of duty I would not have left the house, but, so
"but what about Barbara? O
to an eminence in front of them, "is a mile and a quarter. When we get to the crest of Gunter's Hill perhap
red Anthony. "Oh! m
the inflammation appears to have culminated that way. Now either she will never wake again, or if she wakes she
e twenty yards or more. Then he a
the same, to pull it half down, and if she were really better, to leave it quite up. I have done that for two nights now, so that I might have a little time to prepare mysel
and once more the
with rain; and just as they had started for home, fortunately, or rather unfortunately, old Stevens the farmer overtook them on his way back from market and offered them a lift. They got into the cart and Barbara took off the mackintosh that her aunt gave her last Christmas-it
orror of the suspense became intolerable to him. Without a word he dashed forward, sped down the slope and up that o
ppose that I walk too slowly for him. I cannot walk
half-dazed mind and stumbled on wear
ky, and against this glow he perceived the tall figure of Anthony standing quite still. When he was about a hundred yards away t
feet harden; one does not feel the thorns so much. 'The Lord gave and the Lord hath taken away, bl-bl-yes, I will say it-blessed be the Name of the Lord.' I should remember that she is so much better where she is; that this is a very hard world; indeed, sometimes I
en trouble to look at the Rectory windows in the hollow near the chu
der how I shall get him ho
y sat up and said,
e w
own, then someone pulled it up. That's what finished me.
suddenly sank to his knees and re
perhaps this is only a respite which will prolong the suspense. Often such things happen t