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nd settle on the couch for a second. Then, I get up, scatter my hair and pace around for a few

footsteps

going to?" Jude voice rings behind me

torture," I reply. My vo

ere is

ar from you

ll of me, you turn to every corner, you will feel, see a

way t

me alone." P

e holds an overwhelming presence in everyone's life and everything on earth, both living or non-l

he pleads and grabs my wr

y wrist and I say, "give me

vinced for a second that he is my man - the one who heard the music of my soul a

d then meet his gaze and return back to th

r it, Jude. It's not like

nds you to be by my side at all times. And I cannot leave you to go away l

e her. I also wanted it to be her too, I still do. I can't keep living in my sister's shadow, filling in for her like some kind of substitute. Just a few hours of living it has destroyed me already. You wil

had any genuine interest in you and now sees y

me for me. I need him, not Jude. Jude is not for

married you, not your sister and I'

be a joker. "Then why did you leave

I just... like I said, there was no time. Please, you ne

for me in there."

re not comfortable there, there is

ould I list

anted this and I am in a

listen to him. We go back in and he shows me to a different roo

ure to bring them for you by tomorrow. Feel free to use anything you want and th

mp before sayi

se be the jerk I know," I scream in my head. I am not changing my mi

rtable first, I'll join

to him. "I'm sorry, you said what?" I don't think I hear

you in the morning." He turns and disappears

onto the bed, if this is a nightma

chest. I have not forgotten about him, I am just in a more messed up situation. And I am still angry wit

ds, "I'm by

possible! He must really love me to pull that off despites the risk. He has come to save me. Or

during the wedding. He proves me wrong again and

ve up, love will a

I'll be in your life for the rest of eternity. Did you even look at the window to be sure? If you did

re another man's wife instead of mine. When we meet tomorrow, let's reverse

ry myself dry before I