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doesn't want to throw away the answer right away. I know she wants

e and the sympathy she was showi

The last thing I wa

ed to end their lives because of so much pain and suffering

exaggerating things? I don't feel that bad. I felt so down and

d and pointed to my chest, to

not the pain that I would want to end my life. I actuall

was one of t

ned to her to have a better vie

erious?!"

she answered

ge my fate if I am g

me knows when. Maybe afte

ck warned my Mom that she was not able to conceive a pup after giving birth to me. I don't really know the details, but that's the summary. That's also the reason why they were too protective of me

, right? What is the other

gaze. I seized up her gaz

ng wit

uh

change your fate. You ha

hift? Or you can go forward to the future and see what happens to you so you

ad. I knew Saskia wouldn't suggest it if she didn't know how. But...

h

at way, right? If I really wanted to change my fa

this is the opportunity that Saskia laid in front of me. All I

do that? Am I really able to trav

ou that if it's

teadied wi

would I ask such an o

ng sure I would be able to hear every single word she said

you want to go. Is it in the past or in the future? I can only

sky, i

igh

t pic

ure or

not shifting. I am certain I can no longer shift. Even half-blood werewolves shifte

hat else should I change in my future? This is the end o

ened while Mom was pregnant with me. What if her blood was contaminated with something while she was pregnant? Or m

ition they took when they

's crazy!

barrassin

ding back her la

she also r

Certa

in embarrassment. I just don'

back to the past, I would have all the

I will ask Saskia to take me back to the time when Dad and Mom were trying to conceive a baby. From what I kn

a

my

hell do

ere doing it. I don't even kn

it no matter

. I must choose t

d breathe a word,