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we

sit for my mother's surgery and they were

couldn't get myself to move. Irritation and the feeling of vomit creeped up my throat at the plethora of hospital smells aroun

ver a metal dust pan, pouring out the contents of my guts. The smell only made me retch more. G

are yo

ail today. I shook my head as I squinted up at the middle aged nurse. "I don't think so. I think I've c

s she cleared her throat. "When was the

t mo

ou had any sexual i

thoroughly embarrassed. Is she supposed to be this direct? Why did she ne

use pro

feeling of drea

and pick up a pregnancy strip, ma'am? If it comes o

As I waited with the nurse for the results, I prayed. I pleaded with any deity up

the nurse glanced

uld I have been so stupid? How could I have been so careless? I barely remembered anything that happened that night oth

if you don't think you're ready for such a

patiently for me to get my words out. "I don't have a partner to consult." I didn't mean to be a crybaby about something that was all my fault but I couldn't stop

. "You have an option to abort the child but I th

Fitzg

um?" I asked, wiping away my tears. I could use at least one good news today. I deserved that much. Yet,

, Miss. Fi

s wrong wi

a heart

ase

all we c

didn't hear or see much of anything else until an hour lat

's

one after everything. After I had sold my body. I ran, as far as my legs could

the bridge. I was very scared. I ignored the pleas from passersby to a

The sky rumbled, and looking up, I

k me out of commiting suicide. When I thought that she had given up on trying to convince me not

ll continued to heave, I looked around for he

" She smiled. He

. Right now, I couldn't climb t

as the only way that came to mind after discovering an un

feel so helpless." I felt so comfortable pouring out the pain I felt to the older lady. The

to contact her if I needed any help, but called me out later. I

ast her light on me. That was until she introduced me to her grandson

to a wealthy man as his marriage partner?" Fre

re makes me scared." I r

ur baby an actual father." Freya sighed. I could get

then he will be the father of my

o well. Mrs. Anderson was going to make sure

ut her methods in de

ible for the pregnancy, I just had to pi

to make Derrick Anders