li

u

The way they're glaring at me right now, I know something bad is g

I breathe. I can't help but let the old secluded memories-that

l. It's stings so bad,

cking kitchen floor. Yet, papa and ma

st tell me that I'll get through this. I'm tired of giving

ing like this, feeling like some hostage in my own home. It's as if these motherfuc

messy, and abusive. I'm only fucking sixteen and

stupid football games, I want to have my first kiss, I want to fall in

degrading. I wish this type of pain upon no one. I must've done

y anyone deserves

shbacks. My chest rises up and down heavily, absolutely

o this, n

e started taking long, strong, and menacing steps towards me. His cold h

o

ea

y. I attempt prying my wrist out his rough hold-the hold that no father should

t felt useless. I felt useless because nothing was

rew me across the floor. I could feel the thick, stinging tears in

elt like it physically cracked. Like someone had taken

d stood up, only to see papa grinni

s fucki

nd you two," I sneer, motioning between them, "I could fuck

amn room knows I don't have the balls to do it. Even if I did, my paren

any of that, cariño." Papa

ng hate mys

ay. No matter how badly they've hurt me, they are still my mama and papa. These monste

how horribly they have treated me. And they will ask for my forgiveness. I h

pathetic tru

apa moves forward, maki

ate

gathered in me, had flown away with the wind. Leavin

right, but I don't fall to the ground. I don't want to feel the defeat

again. With more for

face, knowing it will leave marks and bruises, whic

ng to the ground, he calls over to my mama,

I didn't dare let the tears fall. I will give my

action of seeing me as some

again

me to turn around, and her eyes hold no remorse or guilt for doing this

han me, so it didn't take much f

g next and I internal

ld I be

ever think that t

t around his hand, making sure the metal part was still da

e made the

single fucking tear escaped. He hit me ag

t all s

na

e and it seemed lik

was comple

ver a

ck out, but I couldn't. Because no here would bother helping me

oor for hours until I finally

, feeling like I was going to p