onsible one who needs to be put on a leash, and maybe they're right. But in a world of rules, I t
tly chaotic until
to be put on a fucking leash for one woman? There's no safety in this kind of madness. I thought
the one in c
NI
special day
een, and the day I finally get to
re celebrating my birthday today so we can 'do
echoes from the living room to the kitchen, wher
kitchen swings open, and my roommate, Susan, walks in. She walks
g to stop slaving for this boy?" sh
or his friends, and you haven't had anything to eat. This is your last year in your
ting, but I do not see it that way.
though I was legal, he never pressured me to have sex with him, contrary to what everyone says about him being a fuck boy who w
thought of this makes my belly flare
when Cillian walk
y?" he asks, walking past S
onship between
hen I take out some drinks, placing the
e whispers in my ear, causing Susan to roll her eyes while m
once, and I t
d I love him," I s
shrugs before leaving while I conc
the guests are gone, making me wonder who Cillian got the last batch of drinks and cakes for.
way, I hear Susan's voice in a
to convince myself she is with someone else, but Cillian's voi
nds aggressively as the sound of flesh
her. The air in my lungs thin out, and I stand there with my skin pale while he finishes in her with a loud groan, falling on the bed
t supposed to be here...un.." He gets to hi
eaches
guy like you. You are mine, Cillian, and she can never give you what I ha
believed Susan and I would have a fall
ckward, taking to my feet, trying to wash away the image I had seen from my mind.
, but I push him away, my hand landing on his cheek, causin
ect me to wait a year?" he raises his voice
our needs; I am do
ay so!" he runs his hands around my body roughly, planting k
n at once, causing him
open it and get into it. I try to start the ignition, but Cillian is outsid
It was the devil, I swear. I want us to talk," he p
causing him to let go as he falls on the ground and I
he yells as I hit the road, a
place to drown my sorrows, I say to myself, making my way to it. I par
ou have," I say to him, taking out some note
ing face is still clear in my memory. Suddenly, I get a feeling I'm being watched, then I turn to see a man in a corner of
nder says to me, handing me an extra glass of wine. I
eeps - it is twelve midnig
e, but I manage to make my way to the man, placing the drink on the round table, before
and you can drink this off