But Ryan was different in a way that mattered. Perhaps it was his disarming smile or his penetrating blue eyes. Sh
went on the more uncomfortable she became. She felt that she ought to be objective, to preserve her 
ing herself ridiculous. But she was a professional, after
feeling that she might have crossed the line in some way or needlessly brought the whole method down. She had always conside
. She read more about his past, about the struggles
tracted to him. She admired his strength and resilien
derstand that there were aspects of Ryan that were still
old friend. And NOT Alex, a friend who had become a longsta
e. There was something about the way Ryan said it 
said, attempting
iend I knew a long time ago," he finally said.
there was more to the story. But Ryan di
more and more about Alex. Who this perso
sitting in her office. She took out her phon
n with a troubled past, the son of a war
had Ryan's relationship with Alex progressed
ead what she have read since she sat in her offi
n she spotted Ryan walking down the street. He wa
offee shop a block away. Emma paused for only
und herself striding into the coffee shop,
yan with the woman seated at a c
irlfriend, her heart sank. She had felt a twinge
gled. The dynamic between Ryan and his girl was smac
knowing she had crossed a line. Her personal feelings had
proper setting for a sentence that gets many of
e coffee shop. Could she keep it business with Ryan,
gs. She was very conflicted about her feelings towar
e of her thoughts when an unfamiliar knoc
r. Lee asked, upon seeing the
any of that out loud. "I'm not doing well with a patient," she confess
aid. "But you have to remember you are a professional, Emm
was right. "I know," she said. "It's jus
you have to keep a business relationship, Emma
at she had to rein in her feelings, br
was nervous about meeting him again, but she h
th measured professionalism. She was going to keep h
nor, for his eyes practically bored right thr
her face. "Yes, fine, everything is f
ress. Emma was firm that the session had to be about what Ry
sigh of relief. She had kept it professio
to her with an inquisitive expression.
little trepidatious. "Wha
t know if I'm paranoid, but I feel like something'
panic stricken. But she quickly composed
aid. "I'm the same person I always was. J
und convinced. But Emma fel