ine's
at my coffee mug
heeks, mixing with the untouched coffe
ese days without throwi
appetite fo
er loved and all I've gotten since then is pain and betraya
pproaching and I l
my husband brought in last nig
feel guilty for snubbing someone beca
ontinue l
into the kitchen with
I feel Sinclair didn't fall in love with me a
oat feels dry," she said, grabbing
er because I was done trying, she coul
d as she drinks the water
and she suddenly stops at the door, which gr
ds carefully, "I hope you know you have a great guy up there?.....
y is she tel
t before I could rethink it in my head, "Did Sinclair tell yo
le of years, waiting patiently for when he would love me, but
her watch, "I'm just telling you because he did something that.... I've never seen any man in my lifetime do, what goes on with you and him is none of my business, I have clients to
air do? Why di
t, I made up my mind to do
logne hits my nose alerting my senses,
but I know he won't answer me. He doesn't look at me
him what I had in mi
as he tries to get som
!" I state with f
les tense, and I no
vily silent and h
fridge and he closes it givin
been this b
ath his gray sweatpants do little
h that lady last night but I restrain myself fro
a hurry to go to work, he never has breakfast with me. The fact that he is sit
I say with much confidence now and he snaps his head at
tuns me. I see a hint of...what I would call concern, or maybe it is one of the fantasies I usually
y core, "What happened to your eyes?
replaced with the one I'm
ng for a way to divert the topic because he never cared about me, w
stion. I want to leave this marriage, I wa
e you," His tone was strangely calm, he sounded amus
fact that he was mo
my voice was shocking to me but I didn't stop, my mind was already made up, "I want out! Si
e tears hanging
vorced. I want you to understand that and stick it inside your memor