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owards me.... "Don't you love me enough to st

hot breath dancing around my sk

are fighting the feelings"..... He whispered slowly behin

lt like it's gonna jump right through my mouth..... I couldn't

rong sound from the door.

y eyes wit

dream.... "i said my both hands on the bed sheet

ting so much it felt like I was pouring water on..

red of that" I see him everywhere, I hear his voice eve

I'm hurt and I can't help but cry every time I remember those memories..... But st

k", i said Knowing so mu

om the bed to see where the noi

s pas

n. The mirror was big and long, up to 6 inches long and its glassy su

shining through the window behind me,which was a result o

mach and short blue jeans and my hair roughly tied up with a black rubber ba

bigger by the day, with my phone on the left hand trying to take some mirror selfi

, my hair, my face, and my body, noticing the

ady for something new", I whispered t

...

nd the living room, I admired my effort and sense of creativity

't help

ad to move to my second plan, which wa

n easy one knowing I had to start fro

d, I knew I wouldn't be able to provide for t

ce but I was ready to run it.... Not min

some research about the city and an i

needed to do some research to know i

h my phone, resting my back on my plush co

the coffee table ri

e ideas started coming and going at the same time. Being s

mething different maybe".

some empty stores around the area because I di

rted coming in.... I had to pick up my jotter and a pencil to start taking some notes and the

nt with a little mix of anxiety. I thought about all the t

f the idea but I felt hopeful and

......

o go check out the stores",I said to myself just immediate

st containing the contacts I copied out from the site