as long as I could remember,but

es me scared. I just couldn't pla

arrive, I made a little imagination

o give Peter and pray

e room to check on me, or

be wrong?"

what I did scared me to death,

enarios in my mind, I heard th

he was lea

ay" I said as I

I said as I ransacked the drawe

a small blue notepad w

, of times when I wrote my fantasies as a little girl

ly and camphor. I couldn't place what

ure to indicate the order in

drifted

d as I stood up and wa

sisters and for me, myself" I said wiping off

re Peter wouldn't find out

ellow dress fro

and a bow just belo

silky a

e this dress; it was for an eve

ok absolutely stunning my darling" Jerry had said, drawi

y is such a sweet lover. He

would stop at nothing t

Jerry. I love hi

So today, I'm meeting with

I said smiling at

on the bed, and g

we get down there" I said co

I admired myself and only imagined

ck shiny purse and

cooking up conversation

like earlier when I was filled with joy. It

he has

doesn't want

moved some

eter threa

ind, and I didn't realize that

ma?" He cal

ry" I said in respo

for a few dollar

stood on the side of the r

house, memories of our tim

gown slightly as I mo

tiful appearance. Well cut grasses that shone

eautiful insects rested on the gras

that I could ingest all t

. The brown coloured building was j

front door and pres

as no r

ust in case I was too su

still no

turned to leave. Just then, I heard

uld run at that instan

but I wasn't sure how h

ed him, the love of

lmost as though someone was tying

s generally uneasy. But I stood sti

ght there was Jerry, the love of

m to be. I remember telling him how he

ing from afar and decide to go shirt

him like before, and caress his bare chest,

burying my

, starin

g" a little voice mi

as though he heard

ng? I came here to get my man back, s

t, hugging him so tight as

I said as I

never dream of hurting hi

in and drew me

eated as I broke

a lot of things; pain,hurt,je

t you" I continued, n

ng in his eyes that I couldn't fig

ards me and I felt ch

t to hurt m

out to me, holding me by the neck, h