e. Don't get me wrong, I had gotten drunk or more likely tipsy, a few cans of beer, few glasses

spinning around and my tongue felt kind of loose, kind of sour

my head to the beat of the music in the background, nod my head to my conversations and maybe chuc

ig fuss about it on social media" then I saw her eyes flicker to my

curiously and I was drunk e

en Pearl cut in immediately, holdin

er face in focus in my blurry alcohol induced vision. "H

looks of it he had opened during the course of our marriage. I scoffed bitterly as I scrolled through his account, I didn't even know thi

ing your husband to porn" Anika said out loud with a chuckle, I could see

husband and he had to do porn to get his load off" he joked and everyone laughed

a virgin the real question is, have

ave

knows what an o

ain I

l these years? They were right, I was

unk, I was furious and I fel

nt down but I couldn't sit there and look at their face while they flicked through my

a little naïve – and so what? It's not like your lives are any better than mine and I don't fucking need this right now" I said all in one breath

said, I picked up

the driveway and before I knew it, he was inside the house staring at me as I t

nything, he jus

fuck do

e said and I shot my eyes to him, th

s very day, I hate toads because of you. I can't look at a frog and say oh that's frog, all I'm thinking is how that slimy creature jumped from my locker

huckled and then he saw my

as in the past and I'm sorry – I did

iden Scott just

the whole Marty stuff, that was

ldn't see him through the blurriness t

the tears fall. "I'm so sick an

y into my head as I stood in front of him, his essen

y to take advantage and go behind my back. Maybe if I h

d you're too nice which isn't such a bad thing, you just need to

d close

nds went up to hair, losing the rubber band I used to tie my hair up and

u need to learn" he

ant to be wild, I want to be like those girls on the covers of thos

at" he smirked and his gaze intensified as he took one step towards a

it was my drunken fuzzy brain, but I suddenly began to feel hot all over just at the

him but then all of a sudden I felt a queasiness that I couldn't control, I could feel eve

said dr

got to be