Dirty affairs with my mom husband

eeded and asked for in my entire life . All my life I had grown up to see that woman as my idol , she was my god in human form , never had I felt that way for anyone the way that I felt for

t man to be my step father , it felt like a mistake , like I was going to do something wrong to ruin it . Two years after courting my mom , he popped the question and asked her to marry him . My mom was all over the moon when she got engaged to that man , even though I didn't like him , I knew that I had to be happy for my mother no matter what . For this to work out , I had to make sure that I put those stupid feelings aside , feelings that I didn't understand and I never want to understand them . Carissa , Carissa , are you listening , your mom is about to walk down the alse . I heard someone scream my name and that brought me out of my own world . I looked at who had called me and it was Elsa, my best friend . I looked over to my right , I was still in my dressing room. I couldn't believe that I really dozed off . " Are you sure you are okay ?" Elsa asked me , her face showing that worried expression . I forced out a smile and looked at her . I didn't want anyone thinking about it , it was my mom's day and I was going to let my mom have all the attention all day . I was 20 now and my mom was getting married . I am fine elsa , and if you don't mind , can we go in now " Elsa smiled and nodded . I wanted to go to my mom before she could walk out , but before I could get to her , her dad held her out . I rushed into the church with my best friend and we sat beside each other while we looked forward to the ceremony . *** Do you ta