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words that shattered
ly, as if dragging out the moment could somehow change its outcome. But when I reache
getting
sank in. My parents-my super-loving,
W
len my home, my sense of identity-my twin. Wasn't that enough gr
s memories of that d
't believed it. Why would a hurricane just come out of nowhere and wipe out eve
gered. I wi
ed on Eliezer, burying her beneath the rubble. I could still see it-
air. It felt like I was trapped between worlds-past and pres
Be
ther's
y mother's voice follow
ers. Mom bent down, lifting the papers from t
u had to find
ed. But deep down, I knew-
-
So
parents. They sat apart, separated
. I was calmer now, ready
hesitant. "When we lost Eli
h me like glass, but
... I started drinkin
se nights-Mom grieving one loss while suffering an
ne, Bernita.
words filled themselves in, each s
ction. But when I opened them and saw my mother's tear-streaked
l recently." Dad swallowed. "S
ad curled in my
pregnant,
ons. The pride in his voice
er face with trembling hands, and I-helpless,
inued, "but he left when he f
amed of the question forming on my lip
t now, standing at the edge of this reali
ng is too thin. If she terminated, she'd neve
y saw him. Not as the strong, steady father I once knew. Bu
y voice barel
y made. "Her condition for me gaining
e a final blow. Sons.
shoulders shaking, her pai
go to her?"
time. Unwavering. "She is
d my fists
pau
move on wi
it. The
without grabbing my
r
hrough the gate.
. Away from the rea
into the road when
b
g towa
run. I s
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nt
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